I have contemplated this many times as well...

Did I choose this?

It feels as though we are simply wrenched into this existance without our consent and at no fault of our own, two people in 3 dimensional time and space on a planet called earth decided to engage in the act of reproduction, and as a result I ended up here...

It seems kind of unfair right?

Maybe I did choose this...when I'm in the DMT flash, nothing is stable, things are not consistent from one moment to the next, plus I have no physical body and time doesn't exist, it's very disorienting, and you begin to long for the stability of an existance in which there's linear time and consistency, so you incarnate...

Perhaps if you could realize that the between state which is after death but before reincarnation IS nirvana, and you could keep your conscious-being from jumping into an incarnation, that space would then become heaven, or nirvana or where ever, you know?

My guess is that my "conscious-being" or "soul" or whatever you want to call it, panicked, and jumped into.an incarnation...which would mean it was my choice to be here...

I'm running out the door, and am unable to quickly articulate these concepts, so I apologize if it sounds "airy-fairy", when I have more time I can better elaborate on the concepts I Was attempting to elucidate.

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DMT has taught me that a physical body is not a prerequisite for conscious-being.

That consciousness is not confined to a single physical body in a single place at a single time.

And that consciousness and the universe are far more complex, diverse, and bizarre than anybody could have imagined.

I know it looks like 3 things, but ultimately they are all related to the single lesson.

-eg