Heh it seems you took it for the wrong reasons. And I'm not saying this as some pretentious prick. I considered myself a DMT veteran at my first ayahuasca exposure and got my ass kicked all over. That drug is certainly not about the buzz but those seeking a dose of humility. If I'm not mistaken it's sometimes referred to as "the little death" or something of that nature. About sums up my experiences. Low to moderate doses had an interesting headspace but a seriously annoying body load and lack of returns. Breakthrough doses on the other hand are the epitome of mystical experiences. Not like a "get your head stuck in the clouds" kind of deal. Like 4+ hours of dirty grimy hard work and catharsis. Like cutting out the cancer with no anesthesia. I'm not sure many really "enjoy" it. It certainly has its moments of unmatched beauty, But they are usually peaks among the emotionally jarring valleys.

I guess what ayahuasca taught me was to follow the golden threads. They will always lead you back to the surface