brilliantlydim
Rising Star
Anyone else have to deal with that "drugs are bad" feeling that may have been pounded into your head while you were growing up. I notice I still get a "I'm doing something wrong" feeling when about to blast off and I am wondering how one can get over it. The first thing I think when I am coming back is I should hide my GVG and lighter because with it sitting around I may look like a "druggie".
I'm not even sure who I am worried about seeing it as I am in my own private home. God perhaps lol? I am certain its part of my childhood conditioning. Anyone else deal with this? Is bringing it to my awareness enough to deal with it? I know it hampers my trip and not in a positive way, it really is a crummy feeling. It must be a habitual reaction/ subconscious thing as I know consciously it's illogical.
Actually interestingly psychedelics have helped me to see these things and that gives me the chance to change them which is really cool.
I'm not even sure who I am worried about seeing it as I am in my own private home. God perhaps lol? I am certain its part of my childhood conditioning. Anyone else deal with this? Is bringing it to my awareness enough to deal with it? I know it hampers my trip and not in a positive way, it really is a crummy feeling. It must be a habitual reaction/ subconscious thing as I know consciously it's illogical.
Actually interestingly psychedelics have helped me to see these things and that gives me the chance to change them which is really cool.