The 8 Fears Of...

[Donline]

PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: Calm
(physical condition) Set: A
Setting (location): Room Pitch Black
time of day: 2am Windy
recent drug use: underdosed 10mins prior
last meal: 4hours before

PARTICIPANT
body weight: (11Stone)
known sensitivities:
history of use: (1-Breakthrough 2-Messages 2Dark Escapes)

BIOASSAY
Substance(s): (Freebase)
Dose(s): 30-100mg)

EFFECTS
Administration time: T=1:00 Full inhale
Duration: (30mins)
First effects: fingers feel colder, nothing is clearly defined.
Peak: T=1:15secs - (IM READY).. Darkness folding over me spinning in circular movements.. closing my eyes feels like I'm being folded from every impossible angle. (Raincheck)
Come down: searching for the light!.. {on} sat down basically trying to hold myself in this version of reality while everything morphed
Baseline: Laid back down while the effects lingered..
Had real deep thoughts flooding my mind..

Thoughts Im forgetting something, that list feels wrong.. anyway
The 8 Fears Of..
1: Physical
2: Emotional
3: Enviroment
4: Mental
5: Pain
6: Life
7: Death
8:

Then I was thinking there might be certain.. Symbols.. Signs.. Chants.. ect ect ect
that are used for countering these fears or thoughts..? even if its purely for Placebos sake..

Intensity (overall): 7
Evaluation / notes: Dosing on a pre-dosed brain in darkness is for DMT blackbelts in my opinion :thumb_up:

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (8/10)
Unplesantness: (6/10)
Visual Intensity: (10) open and closed eyes.. Geometry/Me folding like Origami

AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 0
Afterglow: 0

 

[Sky Motion]

This isn't much of a report..

 

[Mindlusion]

I think its a good report.

 

[wingchun]

Interesting Donline - can you expand a bit on what the fears were...

My limited experience to date suggests in relation to fearful things,
we either take them with us into hyperspace,
or create them from deep within our psyche...

Once you let go of the fear - there is only love...
deep endless infinite love...

That said, I have never had a "bad" trip - but have felt a few start to turn
bad when I let my mind wander into negative things / worries.

A bit of mental focus away from stuff that generates fear is a good idea,
try some sort of mantra about joy / love / peace - if you have the discipline.

It helps to remember that there is only deep infinite endless love....

That's what you came from, and what you will return to once this trip (of life) is over.

 

[DeDao]

Certainly an interesting way to write up a trip report. Kind of hard to read but I get the jist.

 

[Global]

Visual Intensity: (10) open and closed eyes.. Geometry/Me folding like Origami

This my friends says it all :thumb_up: 8)

 

[No Knowing]

Reminded me of this.....

8 Circuits of Consciousness