Hello, SWIM had his first DMT experience, after trying to find DMT for over 6 years, SWIM suddenly found a reputable source in the area (seems that the incoming super bowl event next week has brought a HUGE influx of various hallucigens that aren't around as much) Anyhoo, SWIM have read about this many times in the past, but really didn't know what to expect, SWIM has done mescaline (in San Pedro form, which he loved, and thought was amazing), LSD (which he hated, and NEVER will do again) and MDMA a few times (if you count that). SWIM has had some very interesting MDMA experiences that were very similiar to low mescaline dose. Of course nothing prepared SWIM, or could have prepared him for what was about to take place that night.
Soviet had told SWIM that DMT was essentially just a body high, similar to MDMA, but a little more intense. He said he rarely sees visuals, and never hit hyperspace like SWIM has read so many people have. (SWIM learned why later, and it's because of the method they used). Basically, they packed 2 bowls of MJ, and put the hit of DMT on top (not sure how much it was in mg, but they got 2 "hits" for $15).
As SWIM is exhaling, the room gets a little brighter, and boom, launch. It felt as if SWIM's lip piercing exploded off his face, as well as his glasses. Colors swirled, patters SWIM has never seen appeared, hues of red/yellow and green popped up, then SWIM saw this like kaleidescope pattern, or chrysanthemum maybe? Then SWIM could see recognizable objects again. He was laying on the couch, the carpet was white normally, however when he looked below, all he saw was blackness, and what looked like hands coming out of the ground, almost like they're reaching for him. He was not scared, as above was bright, and felt safe, as long as he didn't look/go down to the abyss, SWIM felt ok. SWIM did not see the "elves" however, SWIM felt as if there were other entities there with him but always out of my field of vision. The XBOX looked very strange, and looked as if it were a geletanous object, and not solid, it was very neat. SWIM's phone was across the room, and when he looked at it, for some reason he felt as if he could move it with his mind. He tried, and when he did the object started pulsating, as if it were breathing, even looked like it were moving a little bit.
All of a sudden, this warm feeling started to protrude from my groin area, almost as if SWIM were urinating or ejaculation, however this feeling spread from my groin, to the legs, stomach, and everywhere. There were times were he was overwhelmed, scared even, but when he realized he was scared, it was like I was able to switch how SWIM felt, SWIM smiled, leaned back, realized this is a ride, and to just let it happen, eventually SWIM as fine about 50 minutes later.
Soviet did not even have nearly as close of an experience as SWIM did. SWIM thought he made it to hyperspace, however now thinks he was merely at the window of hyperspace, looking in to what could be. I believe Soviet's presense there made it impossible for SWIM to break through.
SWIM just wanted to share his first experience, and is thinking of doing the second dose today, in a different method (perhaps machine or oil burner pipe)
Soviet had told SWIM that DMT was essentially just a body high, similar to MDMA, but a little more intense. He said he rarely sees visuals, and never hit hyperspace like SWIM has read so many people have. (SWIM learned why later, and it's because of the method they used). Basically, they packed 2 bowls of MJ, and put the hit of DMT on top (not sure how much it was in mg, but they got 2 "hits" for $15).
As SWIM is exhaling, the room gets a little brighter, and boom, launch. It felt as if SWIM's lip piercing exploded off his face, as well as his glasses. Colors swirled, patters SWIM has never seen appeared, hues of red/yellow and green popped up, then SWIM saw this like kaleidescope pattern, or chrysanthemum maybe? Then SWIM could see recognizable objects again. He was laying on the couch, the carpet was white normally, however when he looked below, all he saw was blackness, and what looked like hands coming out of the ground, almost like they're reaching for him. He was not scared, as above was bright, and felt safe, as long as he didn't look/go down to the abyss, SWIM felt ok. SWIM did not see the "elves" however, SWIM felt as if there were other entities there with him but always out of my field of vision. The XBOX looked very strange, and looked as if it were a geletanous object, and not solid, it was very neat. SWIM's phone was across the room, and when he looked at it, for some reason he felt as if he could move it with his mind. He tried, and when he did the object started pulsating, as if it were breathing, even looked like it were moving a little bit.
All of a sudden, this warm feeling started to protrude from my groin area, almost as if SWIM were urinating or ejaculation, however this feeling spread from my groin, to the legs, stomach, and everywhere. There were times were he was overwhelmed, scared even, but when he realized he was scared, it was like I was able to switch how SWIM felt, SWIM smiled, leaned back, realized this is a ride, and to just let it happen, eventually SWIM as fine about 50 minutes later.
Soviet did not even have nearly as close of an experience as SWIM did. SWIM thought he made it to hyperspace, however now thinks he was merely at the window of hyperspace, looking in to what could be. I believe Soviet's presense there made it impossible for SWIM to break through.
SWIM just wanted to share his first experience, and is thinking of doing the second dose today, in a different method (perhaps machine or oil burner pipe)
