Anarkid
Student of the Universe
I have yet to have a "breakthrough" experience with DMT. I have not explored the spirit realm to any appreciable extent thus far. I have dabbled. I peered through the cracked door at the other side. Until a few nights ago, I had not seen much to interest me. Nothing had made any of my sub-breakthrough experiences worth remembering. That changed a few nights ago...
Until today, I have not had a good, crystalline yield of DMT from any extraction. So the DMT product I used was a yellow goo I got from a STB tek on 100g ACRB. I have had it sat aside for a little while now, planning on gell-capping it to use for pharma. I have had a little "taste" of it upon the completion of the extraction but nothing more really. I was home with a friend and kind of in a weird, dark place emotionally. I decided to try once again to breakthrough using a red-brown wax I have yielded from a A/B tek. I loaded my device, ripped it, and waited. Expecting (mistake). To my disappointment, no breakthrough. This wax smokes very harsh and I do not enjoy it so redosing was not on my list of things to do. Then I remembered I have this yellow goo...
I loaded my smoking apparatus with an unmeasured amount of yellow goo and began to inhale the smoke that it produced. I took 1 hit, 2 hits, 3 hits, went back for a 4th and something told me not to. I began to hear a ringing in my hears that almost drowned out reality entirely. I move from my chair, to my couch and laid down. I covered my face with a pillow and closed my eyes. I began to lose feeling in my body and everything seemed distant. As this was happening, I began to see a soft blue light very far away. I could not see anything but darkness and this very distant blue light. As I stared at this light, noticed that it was not stationary but moving towards me as I moved towards it. The distance betwixt us was so great that I knew that reaching the light would be impossible. I can remember hearing nothing, although my friend said he tried to communicate with me a few times. As I began to feel myself leaving this space and returning to our world, I had gotten just close enough to the light to realize that it was no light at all, but that it was a magnificent blue dragon. I couldn't exactly see a dragon, I just knew it was a dragon.
I felt as if this dragon were trying to reach me to take me somewhere. I could tell from the first second I noticed the light and I were drawing nearer to one another that this light was moving at a much higher rate of speed than I was. At the end of this experience, on my way back in to our reality, I just felt that this dragon was coming to take me somewhere. This dragon was coming to take me somewhere I could never hope to reach myself.
As I come back to this world, the dragon fades and closing my eyes reveals nothing but the back of my eyelids. I removed the pillow from my face and sat up. I still had a numbness throughout my entire body and sense of detachment from this world. I had trouble communicating. Talking just felt hard to do. Then finally, I was back entirely with no altered sense of anything. Just normal. I felt like I had my face buried in that pillow for at least 15 minutes. My friend then informed me that I had only had the pillow on my face for maybe 2 minutes. So really the entire episode only lasted maybe 6 or 7 minutes.
Until today, I have not had a good, crystalline yield of DMT from any extraction. So the DMT product I used was a yellow goo I got from a STB tek on 100g ACRB. I have had it sat aside for a little while now, planning on gell-capping it to use for pharma. I have had a little "taste" of it upon the completion of the extraction but nothing more really. I was home with a friend and kind of in a weird, dark place emotionally. I decided to try once again to breakthrough using a red-brown wax I have yielded from a A/B tek. I loaded my device, ripped it, and waited. Expecting (mistake). To my disappointment, no breakthrough. This wax smokes very harsh and I do not enjoy it so redosing was not on my list of things to do. Then I remembered I have this yellow goo...
I loaded my smoking apparatus with an unmeasured amount of yellow goo and began to inhale the smoke that it produced. I took 1 hit, 2 hits, 3 hits, went back for a 4th and something told me not to. I began to hear a ringing in my hears that almost drowned out reality entirely. I move from my chair, to my couch and laid down. I covered my face with a pillow and closed my eyes. I began to lose feeling in my body and everything seemed distant. As this was happening, I began to see a soft blue light very far away. I could not see anything but darkness and this very distant blue light. As I stared at this light, noticed that it was not stationary but moving towards me as I moved towards it. The distance betwixt us was so great that I knew that reaching the light would be impossible. I can remember hearing nothing, although my friend said he tried to communicate with me a few times. As I began to feel myself leaving this space and returning to our world, I had gotten just close enough to the light to realize that it was no light at all, but that it was a magnificent blue dragon. I couldn't exactly see a dragon, I just knew it was a dragon.
I felt as if this dragon were trying to reach me to take me somewhere. I could tell from the first second I noticed the light and I were drawing nearer to one another that this light was moving at a much higher rate of speed than I was. At the end of this experience, on my way back in to our reality, I just felt that this dragon was coming to take me somewhere. This dragon was coming to take me somewhere I could never hope to reach myself.
As I come back to this world, the dragon fades and closing my eyes reveals nothing but the back of my eyelids. I removed the pillow from my face and sat up. I still had a numbness throughout my entire body and sense of detachment from this world. I had trouble communicating. Talking just felt hard to do. Then finally, I was back entirely with no altered sense of anything. Just normal. I felt like I had my face buried in that pillow for at least 15 minutes. My friend then informed me that I had only had the pillow on my face for maybe 2 minutes. So really the entire episode only lasted maybe 6 or 7 minutes.
