Big hugs to you sister on this anniversary day. Last two years, I've gone ahead and smoalked on the anniversary day of the rather violent and unexpected deaths of my mother and maternal grandmother. Both times I've had profound mystical experiences that filled me with comfort and reassurance.
I don't know if anything awaits us after this incarnation, but I do know that every moment is a huge blessing. Again, thank you for sharing the gift of your introduction and a hearty welcome.