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The Child died in me: The ultimate cycle of life(Accidental trip)

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dmtk2852

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So I'm scraping the resin out of a pipe that I forgot my friend had used for spice some time ago.
Long story short I'm smoking some resin and start realizing its spice, so I pack as much as I can in a bowl and go at it. 2 bowls in I'm sitting on my balcony and staring at the clouds, they break into multiple fractals, infinite and form many shapes of animals and people as well. I saw Hindu type imagery with beings that had multiple heads, and buddhas but none of these had bodies. I also saw pigs with wings, and other flying cloud animals.
As I started to come down I began to visualize some concrete images from my past, in my peripheral to my left I felt the presence of a child. He was staring at me and wondering what I was doing. Just as I was staring at the DMT cloud beings. I basically had a very deep introspective dialogue with this child and explained that just as I am staring at their world, he is the child staring at our adult world.
I then explained to him how the cycle works, the child is born, the child dies,the man emerges, the man dies, the old man emerges and then the old man dies. This is a cycle of transformation as I saw it and realized it is infinite and never ending it has always been.
The DMT beings we see are really just people, all the people whoever lived, some sort of ancestral subconscious link between all those who ever lived. So those who say we have a DMT trip when we die, I say this. You become one of those beings, you may not even realize it. You will live on through every person who uses this gift, they will see you in their trips as all those who lived before them. And maybe, just realize how lucky and crazy it is that they, or anything else exists in the first place.
That is all, thanks for listening
And P.S. the title is in no way meant to be a bad thing, I don't mean my inner child, but rather the part of me that was still having trouble adjusting to adult life. This was basically a coming of age type trip.
 
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