Time for me to be patient continue sadhana and wait for that higher power.  I guess the struggle towards 7th plane can become the barrier to its fruition.  Although I feel as if Im slipping into it. 

I guess like water coming to a boil at some point I will just change and "become steam".  What do you think about the idea that the individual must make every effort, until exhaustion and then, the higher power will rush in at the time of giving up, when even hope has gone.