i don't think its your "karmic precipitation " , it could be yet i think the rage in you has more to do with practicing bramacharya , if you're still on the path, i'll say its best when you're older say 60

also as being young you're bound to fall again and agaim due to attraction towards females , if rage is still in you , you're not harnessing this energy properly and possibly tearing your chakras apart in the process

i'll say be cautious when it comes to all this ,

i don't know whether you're heading in the right direction or not since i am a misguided fool aswell , so its best you take all of this with a grain of salt and make your own decison