The Dancing Guardian

[Fax]

Upon waking up to a brilliant sunny day I took the opportunity to consume some lovely spice - I loaded up my machine (never sure of dose - around the size of a small pea) and started to inhale slowly and deeply until there was no smoke left, I managed to keep this held in for at least 20-30 seconds (which seemed quite difficult and I occasionally gasped a little bit of air but was very hard as my lungs were already filled). Once I had cleared the machine I placed it down and laid down on my bed with the sun rays filling my room.

Within moments of breathing out the smoke it started kicking in, with my eyes closed I started to see patterns/tubes of colours what resembled the patterns of a brain (something I've seen before) the sound carrier wave also soon started to creep in slowly but surely getting louder until the full effects where obvious.

The tube like patterns then expanded into my entire visual field which where all filled with a multiplex of kaleidoscopic colours with vibrating (electrified?) edges. Within moments these transformed into the shape which reminded me of an Egyptian dog mask, maybe a guardian of some sort? This entity seemed to dance in front of me, though after a while it stopped and looked at me as if it was trying to communicate or get information from me. I then noticed this brilliant white light was emanating from its forehead (3rd eye?), at the time I thought that I was experiencing a "near death experience" and it worried me a little, with this thought the guardian moved in closer right up to my face with the light still emanating at me but the guardian soon walked away and the whole environment followed.

After my cev had faded away I opened my eyes and started to stare at the ceiling and it appeared to be the visual effect of water moving around underneath ice (completely 3d effect with multiple layers) which lasted around 5 minutes or so, this was completely blissful and I found this very entertaining as I've never had a true 3d oev hallucination before, I also noticed many strange patterns/symbols on my wall which to me looked like some kind of Aztec/Egyptian symbols. After a few minutes the ceiling slowly stopped moving/morphing and I noticed I had a few tears running down my face - not from any sorrow feelings but from a beautiful experience.

The one thing which I can't stop thinking about was the bright white light, would I need to go through this for a full break-through?
As this is my strongest experience so far, I am still not sure if I have truly "broken though", any thoughts on this?

 

[lyserge]

The tube like patterns then expanded into my entire visual field which where all filled with a multiplex of kaleidoscopic colours with vibrating (electrified?) edges. Within moments these transformed into the shape which reminded me of an Egyptian dog mask, maybe a guardian of some sort? This entity seemed to dance in front of me, though after a while it stopped and looked at me as if it was trying to communicate or get information from me. I then noticed this brilliant white light was emanating from its forehead (3rd eye?), at the time I thought that I was experiencing a "near death experience" and it worried me a little, with this thought the guardian moved in closer right up to my face with the light still emanating at me but the guardian soon walked away and the whole environment followed.

The one thing which I can't stop thinking about was the bright white light, would I need to go through this for a full break-through?
As this is my strongest experience so far, I am still not sure if I have truly "broken though", any thoughts on this?

Great, thanks for typing this up. Many aspects of your experience parallel my experiences - the carrier wave, patterns, Egyptian/Aztec symbols, and apparent "entity" contact. Sounds to me like Hyperspace or whatever is checking you out (and I don't think we can fairly call Hyperspace "real", but we can still talk about it as if it exists). I've had many entities of all different sorts checking me out, looking back at me very hard and obviously very interested in what they're seeing. On multiple occasions entities have entered my body through the mouth, and danced or swum throughout my body with orgasmic excitement. Sounds like Hyperspace is equally interested in you. I've only had one experience of entering a Hyperspace realm, and that was a magical festival space with dark carnival/circus tents and these old wizards sitting there with DMT pipes in their hands, staring back at me. Many of the rest of mine have been very similar to what you describe in their development and key features. I am consistently being frustrated with attempts to breakthrough, so I'm afraid I can't give any helpful advice as far as that goes. Good luck to you anyways.