So this is 'the day after tomorrow': The first time since almost two month's that i've engaged in the psychedelic experience again. Something i couldn't wait for.
I'd anticipated that the iboga still present in my system would still have it's effect in diminishing sensitivity for psychedelic's.
And i was right about that: i'd already taken a dose of 30 to 50% more chacruna than i would normally need for a medium experience. But after 20 minutes it clearly showed to be not enough, so i quickly redosed with a 15 gram box of truffels called 'dragon's dynamyte' soaked in lemon juice. wich would equal somewhere in between 0.5 and 1 gram of dried cyanescens or 3 to 4 grams of cubensis.
this eventually did it, leading to an experience with the most beautyfull visuals that are typical for combining shrooms and chacruna.
This combination consistently produces visuals for me with both great detail in geometry as in color. They are hard to describe but i'm gonna try: there is a 3-or-more dimensional (define the word dimension in hyperspace?)layer of fractal-like patterns of pure light in all possible colors, extremely detailed to the tiniest scale. It's flashing quickly and these fractal-like structure's of wire's, cells, beams, rays, fluid's, clouds, crystalls and other ever changing structure's they morph into seem to exist in an infinitely big dark space. Behind or between these structures there are vision's that are like in a darkened room where you see that something or somebody's there with you but it's just too dark to completely see it. You just see the contour's or their shadow's as if now and then a ray of light from these spectacularly flashing caleidoscopic structure's hit's them, but you see those contours or shadow's as if they're realy there. They're floating behind, between and sometimes before the light structure's in all directions within this infinite dark space and they come in all sizes and places like far away or very near. Realistically 3D. Sometimes they faintly take on colours like real visions of real events, but always in a transparent sort of way, sometimes they seem plated with gold or silver, but again in a transparent sort of way.
The thing is that although in a sense these visions are almost like existing in a separate realm from the fractals, these two different spaces are always somehow interlinked or connected, like the reflection of something on the water and the reflected thing itself. There is a harmony between these different spaces.
There is a mental aspect to it as well, but referring to it makes me realise why i emphasize the visual aspect so much. The visual part is always a pure geometric reflection of internal, mental processes. Mental processes simply manifest themselves as geometry in action.
There are moments of clarity, of just 'seeing it'. I just see unity, nature, the world, life expressed in geometric harmony.
This 'mental clarity' is actually the most beautyfull part of the experience. There is the contact with reality itself.
All concepts of reality we have are only a reflection of reality and never the thing itself. But this geometric reflection is so clearly a reflection and so perfectly incorporating it's own reflecting nature in how it manifests that it's like a big arrow pointing at reality, saying in big letters: "look, there it is". That's where you feel the direct contact with reality itself, in that guiding perspective they provide, like every good description of reality does. Like art and poetry.
And then you no longer see a series of reflections, but that what unites all those reflections. And that is what they reflect upon.
PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set:Hopefully yearning for a new psychedelic experience
(physical condition) Set
ominant physical determinant:Two months after an iboga flood dose
Setting (location)hase one: home, phase two: the woods, phase three, home again, in bed.
time of day: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?)ingestion first load: 23.00, second load (shrooms):00.20
recent drug use: (list also any kind of medication)no medication. Most recent drug used, as stated, iboga.
last meal: (Time and type)some berries, raisins and toast around 20.00
PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m / f)male
body weight: (in kg pls)around 70 kilo's, don't know exactly to be honest.
known sensitivities: I think that the more i've had them i'm generally becoming more capable of receiving visions.
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form)experienced, also with this specific substance/form.
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): (list all taken substances)red caapi-vine extract equal to roughly 100 grams of vine, 80 to 90 grams of chacruna, 4 datura seeds, 15 grams of psilocybe pajateros sclerotia sold under the name of dragon's dynamyte.
Dose(s): (in the same order as Substances pls, use metric system i.e. g/ mg/ �g)
Method of administration: (dissolved in water, capsuls, insufflated, vaporized...)the caapi extract and chacruna where made into a brew based on water, the sclerotia where soaked in lemon juice wich was drunken and after that, the sclerotia themselves where eaten.
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00 (expand this if you used delayed administration for multiple substances or the same substance with multiple doses. Use indices.)As said aboveDuration: (x hours)9.5 hours totally
First effects: ayahuasca:24.00, shrooms: 00.40.
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)02.30
Come down:05.30
Baseline:09.30
Intensity (overall): (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely.")Innitially moderately, when shrooms kicked in, quite a bit.
Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4)4
Implesantness: (0-4)0
Visual Intensity: (0-4) 4
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration)0
Afterglow: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration)1
REPORT
(write your trip report as you would normally write it here)
I'd anticipated that the iboga still present in my system would still have it's effect in diminishing sensitivity for psychedelic's.
And i was right about that: i'd already taken a dose of 30 to 50% more chacruna than i would normally need for a medium experience. But after 20 minutes it clearly showed to be not enough, so i quickly redosed with a 15 gram box of truffels called 'dragon's dynamyte' soaked in lemon juice. wich would equal somewhere in between 0.5 and 1 gram of dried cyanescens or 3 to 4 grams of cubensis.
this eventually did it, leading to an experience with the most beautyfull visuals that are typical for combining shrooms and chacruna.
This combination consistently produces visuals for me with both great detail in geometry as in color. They are hard to describe but i'm gonna try: there is a 3-or-more dimensional (define the word dimension in hyperspace?)layer of fractal-like patterns of pure light in all possible colors, extremely detailed to the tiniest scale. It's flashing quickly and these fractal-like structure's of wire's, cells, beams, rays, fluid's, clouds, crystalls and other ever changing structure's they morph into seem to exist in an infinitely big dark space. Behind or between these structures there are vision's that are like in a darkened room where you see that something or somebody's there with you but it's just too dark to completely see it. You just see the contour's or their shadow's as if now and then a ray of light from these spectacularly flashing caleidoscopic structure's hit's them, but you see those contours or shadow's as if they're realy there. They're floating behind, between and sometimes before the light structure's in all directions within this infinite dark space and they come in all sizes and places like far away or very near. Realistically 3D. Sometimes they faintly take on colours like real visions of real events, but always in a transparent sort of way, sometimes they seem plated with gold or silver, but again in a transparent sort of way.
The thing is that although in a sense these visions are almost like existing in a separate realm from the fractals, these two different spaces are always somehow interlinked or connected, like the reflection of something on the water and the reflected thing itself. There is a harmony between these different spaces.
There is a mental aspect to it as well, but referring to it makes me realise why i emphasize the visual aspect so much. The visual part is always a pure geometric reflection of internal, mental processes. Mental processes simply manifest themselves as geometry in action.
There are moments of clarity, of just 'seeing it'. I just see unity, nature, the world, life expressed in geometric harmony.
This 'mental clarity' is actually the most beautyfull part of the experience. There is the contact with reality itself.
All concepts of reality we have are only a reflection of reality and never the thing itself. But this geometric reflection is so clearly a reflection and so perfectly incorporating it's own reflecting nature in how it manifests that it's like a big arrow pointing at reality, saying in big letters: "look, there it is". That's where you feel the direct contact with reality itself, in that guiding perspective they provide, like every good description of reality does. Like art and poetry.
And then you no longer see a series of reflections, but that what unites all those reflections. And that is what they reflect upon.
PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set:Hopefully yearning for a new psychedelic experience
(physical condition) Set
ominant physical determinant:Two months after an iboga flood doseSetting (location)
hase one: home, phase two: the woods, phase three, home again, in bed.time of day: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?)ingestion first load: 23.00, second load (shrooms):00.20
recent drug use: (list also any kind of medication)no medication. Most recent drug used, as stated, iboga.
last meal: (Time and type)some berries, raisins and toast around 20.00
PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m / f)male
body weight: (in kg pls)around 70 kilo's, don't know exactly to be honest.
known sensitivities: I think that the more i've had them i'm generally becoming more capable of receiving visions.
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form)experienced, also with this specific substance/form.
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): (list all taken substances)red caapi-vine extract equal to roughly 100 grams of vine, 80 to 90 grams of chacruna, 4 datura seeds, 15 grams of psilocybe pajateros sclerotia sold under the name of dragon's dynamyte.
Dose(s): (in the same order as Substances pls, use metric system i.e. g/ mg/ �g)
Method of administration: (dissolved in water, capsuls, insufflated, vaporized...)the caapi extract and chacruna where made into a brew based on water, the sclerotia where soaked in lemon juice wich was drunken and after that, the sclerotia themselves where eaten.
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00 (expand this if you used delayed administration for multiple substances or the same substance with multiple doses. Use indices.)As said aboveDuration: (x hours)9.5 hours totally
First effects: ayahuasca:24.00, shrooms: 00.40.
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)02.30
Come down:05.30
Baseline:09.30
Intensity (overall): (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely.")Innitially moderately, when shrooms kicked in, quite a bit.
Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4)4
Implesantness: (0-4)0
Visual Intensity: (0-4) 4
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.
AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration)0
Afterglow: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration)1
REPORT
(write your trip report as you would normally write it here)