It was supposed to be a mild trip at 2.5g dried transkei cubensis... It was anything but mild.
With a young child at home, I don't have many opportunities for good psychedelic trips, but my son went on his first school trip for two days, so I had to take the opportunity.
The trip started like a rocket, 20min in, as I was showering, it got overwhelming real fast. The air was thick, I couldn't focus my eyes on anything, there was movement everywhere. I was enjoying the moment but due to past experiences I knew I was getting way more than I bargained for
I laid down in bed for a while with my partner, and I was getting bombarded with visions and buzzing sounds.. Wait a minute, is this mushrooms or DMT? I thought.. It was exactly like DMT, fractal-beings-and-alien-mothership-scanning-me-for-my-flaws included.
Then started the cleansing... It was as if the entities were cleaning my respiratory and my digestive tract. This wasn't just a psychological feeling, I was clearly feeling physical changes happening, like my throat getting drier, and the feeling of mucus getting a different consistency and being expelled.
It's hard to overstate what was happening, this was some SERIOUS cleaning happening, and it came with a clear message I was being told (or intuitively I understood it, as if by telepathy), which is: "we are cleaning you now so you don't get a cancer later".... As the rational mind post-trip sets in, of course we can ask questions about the actual validity of this, how literal the whole thing was, but it doesn't matter really, at least during the experience it felt CLEARLY real.
Now here comes the part that surprised me.. The entities were telling me the cleansing job was not free.. They demanded a ritual sacrifice in exchange.. What kind of sacrifice, you may ask? No chicken voodoo offering, no human blood, thankfully, they wanted me to induce vomit. Now, they were making me overwhelmed with visions, with nausea and what not, but they clearly told (or implied telepathically) that they were not going to make me vomit, it was not going to happen by itself, that the sacrifice meant I had to force it with a finger down my throat.
As I was debating whether to really do it, sitting next to the toilet, with my closed eyes I saw the entities getting nervous.. They were demanding the sacrifice, they were anxious, thirsty for "blood". It was really as if they fed on it, and they needed it fast! It was weiiiird lol but I suppose that's the least I can do for a cancer cure, right?
After a little purging, the entities came back, it had not been enough. I hadn't fully commited to the finger down my throat, I hadn't expelled enough... Alright alright, come down you little bastards, I'll give you more. After a second run speaking to the toilet I told them to bugger off, I made my part of the deal.
Seems they were satisfied, so after that I just sat outside in the garden watching the birds fly by and the trees be caressed by the wind, and had a magical rest of the trip.
Words really don't do justice, there were so many aspects to this experience that are hard to describe. The intelligence behind the communication with me, it was so clearly NOT my own consciousness.. Also how exactly similar to DMT it was in terms of visuals and what not. And how potent the physical cleaning part actually felt, the physical changes I felt happening inside of me, my airways cleaning up, mucus being expelled, the feeling of being scrubbed from the inside.
Anyway... I hope you guys enjoyed reading this. Anybody else had entities tell them to sacrifice by purging ?
With a young child at home, I don't have many opportunities for good psychedelic trips, but my son went on his first school trip for two days, so I had to take the opportunity.
The trip started like a rocket, 20min in, as I was showering, it got overwhelming real fast. The air was thick, I couldn't focus my eyes on anything, there was movement everywhere. I was enjoying the moment but due to past experiences I knew I was getting way more than I bargained for
I laid down in bed for a while with my partner, and I was getting bombarded with visions and buzzing sounds.. Wait a minute, is this mushrooms or DMT? I thought.. It was exactly like DMT, fractal-beings-and-alien-mothership-scanning-me-for-my-flaws included.
Then started the cleansing... It was as if the entities were cleaning my respiratory and my digestive tract. This wasn't just a psychological feeling, I was clearly feeling physical changes happening, like my throat getting drier, and the feeling of mucus getting a different consistency and being expelled.
It's hard to overstate what was happening, this was some SERIOUS cleaning happening, and it came with a clear message I was being told (or intuitively I understood it, as if by telepathy), which is: "we are cleaning you now so you don't get a cancer later".... As the rational mind post-trip sets in, of course we can ask questions about the actual validity of this, how literal the whole thing was, but it doesn't matter really, at least during the experience it felt CLEARLY real.
Now here comes the part that surprised me.. The entities were telling me the cleansing job was not free.. They demanded a ritual sacrifice in exchange.. What kind of sacrifice, you may ask? No chicken voodoo offering, no human blood, thankfully, they wanted me to induce vomit. Now, they were making me overwhelmed with visions, with nausea and what not, but they clearly told (or implied telepathically) that they were not going to make me vomit, it was not going to happen by itself, that the sacrifice meant I had to force it with a finger down my throat.
As I was debating whether to really do it, sitting next to the toilet, with my closed eyes I saw the entities getting nervous.. They were demanding the sacrifice, they were anxious, thirsty for "blood". It was really as if they fed on it, and they needed it fast! It was weiiiird lol but I suppose that's the least I can do for a cancer cure, right?
After a little purging, the entities came back, it had not been enough. I hadn't fully commited to the finger down my throat, I hadn't expelled enough... Alright alright, come down you little bastards, I'll give you more. After a second run speaking to the toilet I told them to bugger off, I made my part of the deal.
Seems they were satisfied, so after that I just sat outside in the garden watching the birds fly by and the trees be caressed by the wind, and had a magical rest of the trip.
Words really don't do justice, there were so many aspects to this experience that are hard to describe. The intelligence behind the communication with me, it was so clearly NOT my own consciousness.. Also how exactly similar to DMT it was in terms of visuals and what not. And how potent the physical cleaning part actually felt, the physical changes I felt happening inside of me, my airways cleaning up, mucus being expelled, the feeling of being scrubbed from the inside.
Anyway... I hope you guys enjoyed reading this. Anybody else had entities tell them to sacrifice by purging ?
