How can we want what we already have? The "Spirituality" act, the desperation... like crudely following a path we don't even know where it leads to. But the feeling of desperation becomes more real, the more we shed layers and layers of surpression ...something is wrong and we would like to know what it actually is. Why does life feel so unnatural, why are we so trapped?

If its impossible to WANT whatever enlightenment is, what can be done?

In Christianity, people have "allowed the spirit of Christ" to "live in their hearts" and they engage with it through prayer. What i did not like about that was the idea that God is a king and you are a peasant. The "devotion"....

But if we cant want what already is there, the only way to experience that...

..is through acceptance