PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: very anxious, but calmed myself down eventually
(physical condition) Set
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Setting (location): my apartment
time of day:noon
last meal: 10:00 PM - 2 pizza slice(Time and type)
PARTICIPANT
Gender: M
body weight: 190lbs
known sensitivities: none
history of use: 3rd attempt (second sucess)
BIOASSAY[/u]
Substance(s): methadone (daily) (5 hr before dmt), bit of mj (1hr before)
Dose(s): 1/2 "dose" that was left in oil burner
Method of administration: oil burner
EFFECTS[/u]
Administration time:
T=0:00 very, very small hit, quit in middle because of anxiety building up, no noticeble effects
T= +0:01 took second hit, bigger then first, first noticible effects
T= +0:02 took 3rd hit, noticible feelings, anxiety starts to fade, shades of red are very apparent
T = 0:03 too 4th bigger hit, pipe started to melt (not irl), so i set it down, feeling of being "flung" happens. I lay down fora little
T= 0:20 i am coming down, and the anxiety has left me long ago, I attempt to smoke more because my goal was to completely clear the bowl for next time, so I took a 4th hit
T= 0:21 and a fifth (these were not big huge hits, but i held each one in for at least 10-15 seconds)
Duration: (x hours)
First effects:
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)
Come down:
Baseline:
Intensity (overall): 3
Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (3)
Implesantness: (1)
Visual Intensity: (3)
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REPORT
I had huge anxiety when it comes to this, and couldnt get over it, so I took "baby" steps, until I found the experience of which I was looking for. After the 3rd hit, i laid on the bed with my eyes closed. When the take off began, I finally heard the "ripping" that people talk about, but I never hear. Eventually I shut my eyes. Thought to myself, "they are here, they are watching" my first thought was to extend my hand out to them. No i'm not sure if I actually placed my arm out, or not, but I see my arm stretched out (really stretched), in an empty void. I wasn't in the void anymore. I don't remember pulling my arm back, but next thing I had was feelings of "things" jumping in an out of me. That would be the best way to describe that. As if different entities were jumping in an out of my body at different locales. Eventually, I felt as if I jumped out of my body slightly!! It was complete darkness, but i could FEEL and HEAR my heart....it felt like if I had my ear up to my own chest and was hearing my own heartbeat! It was amazing! I don't know how to explain this.
So I open my eyes, and relax on the bed, coming back, realizing there was still some oil left in the pipe, I take two hits from it, and lay back down....this time...was a little different. there was a feeling of "blasting off" but it felt more mellow, and not as intense. Again I was in this void, different void from before, this wasn't black, it was black and hues of blue, almost space like. In the middle was a "blue-red" eye. I kept looking at it, in awe, smiling, and felt as if it was looking at me in facination. I wasn't afraid, if anything i found it friendly. Then I realized, it is distracting me from something, there's got to be other things in this "realm". I tried to "unfocus" and couldn't, so I just looked at the eye. The eye was both blue and red, not "blue-reddish", at the same time, and it seemed to spin around. The eye got closer and closer, at first i thought it was a vortex, but i did not feel this was. As it got closer and closer, it began to get less clearer, until it faded away and all that was left was the back of my eyelids.
Very interesting experience, trying to figure out what all happened
(mind)Set: very anxious, but calmed myself down eventually
(physical condition) Set
kSetting (location): my apartment
time of day:noon
last meal: 10:00 PM - 2 pizza slice(Time and type)
PARTICIPANT
Gender: M
body weight: 190lbs
known sensitivities: none
history of use: 3rd attempt (second sucess)
BIOASSAY[/u]
Substance(s): methadone (daily) (5 hr before dmt), bit of mj (1hr before)
Dose(s): 1/2 "dose" that was left in oil burner
Method of administration: oil burner
EFFECTS[/u]
Administration time:
T=0:00 very, very small hit, quit in middle because of anxiety building up, no noticeble effects
T= +0:01 took second hit, bigger then first, first noticible effects
T= +0:02 took 3rd hit, noticible feelings, anxiety starts to fade, shades of red are very apparent
T = 0:03 too 4th bigger hit, pipe started to melt (not irl
), so i set it down, feeling of being "flung" happens. I lay down fora littleT= 0:20 i am coming down, and the anxiety has left me long ago, I attempt to smoke more because my goal was to completely clear the bowl for next time, so I took a 4th hit
T= 0:21 and a fifth (these were not big huge hits, but i held each one in for at least 10-15 seconds)
Duration: (x hours)
First effects:
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)
Come down:
Baseline:
Intensity (overall): 3
Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (3)
Implesantness: (1)
Visual Intensity: (3)
.
.
.
\
REPORT
I had huge anxiety when it comes to this, and couldnt get over it, so I took "baby" steps, until I found the experience of which I was looking for. After the 3rd hit, i laid on the bed with my eyes closed. When the take off began, I finally heard the "ripping" that people talk about, but I never hear. Eventually I shut my eyes. Thought to myself, "they are here, they are watching" my first thought was to extend my hand out to them. No i'm not sure if I actually placed my arm out, or not, but I see my arm stretched out (really stretched), in an empty void. I wasn't in the void anymore. I don't remember pulling my arm back, but next thing I had was feelings of "things" jumping in an out of me. That would be the best way to describe that. As if different entities were jumping in an out of my body at different locales. Eventually, I felt as if I jumped out of my body slightly!! It was complete darkness, but i could FEEL and HEAR my heart....it felt like if I had my ear up to my own chest and was hearing my own heartbeat! It was amazing! I don't know how to explain this.
So I open my eyes, and relax on the bed, coming back, realizing there was still some oil left in the pipe, I take two hits from it, and lay back down....this time...was a little different. there was a feeling of "blasting off" but it felt more mellow, and not as intense. Again I was in this void, different void from before, this wasn't black, it was black and hues of blue, almost space like. In the middle was a "blue-red" eye. I kept looking at it, in awe, smiling, and felt as if it was looking at me in facination. I wasn't afraid, if anything i found it friendly. Then I realized, it is distracting me from something, there's got to be other things in this "realm". I tried to "unfocus" and couldn't, so I just looked at the eye. The eye was both blue and red, not "blue-reddish", at the same time, and it seemed to spin around. The eye got closer and closer, at first i thought it was a vortex, but i did not feel this was. As it got closer and closer, it began to get less clearer, until it faded away and all that was left was the back of my eyelids.
Very interesting experience, trying to figure out what all happened
