Indeed, nice essay. Welcome.

Judging from your cannabis experience, I bet you would get a LOT from a 3 gram shroom trip. You can grow them in a closet if you don't have access.

Not everyone here is in a position to extract our own spice. But it can come around via different channels. I've had it gifted to me many times, always at the right time from the right person. It's that kind of substance. The big thing that we are trying to discourage at this forum is allowing a DMT drug trade industry to form. We believe the spice is unique and has no place in that market.

It sounds to me like you are in a wide open state of mind, primed for growth, and you're looking in the right places. If I were a fortune teller, I'd say that great and beautiful surprises await you.