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the harsh truth

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Simplistic Randamonium

Simplistic Randamonium

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so i AM under the spice influence as i type and having just had my baby 2 weeks ago today...
the truth comes crashing in....


TAKE A FUCKING BREAK!!!

i need to focus on whats important.
my family.
not shrooms or acid or dmt or.....
i need to clean my fucking house.


no wonder im depressed.

so stupid to ignore what is the only thing that matters

in the end fuck all of u.

in the most loving way of couse...


i might be back i might not....


thanks to all who have helped me.
most wont know it....

the traveler for keepin it real when i would not.
im sorry. i was wrong. and thank you. i really needed the time to think.


peace, love and most of all gratitude..
 
Sometimes the most simple realizations are the most profound ones. :)
I've had these with mushrooms (no wonder you're sick if you eat only tiny amounts of vegetables!).

Take care man and spend as much time with your baby as possible :d
 
Glad to see people knocking sense into themselves for once instead of others trying (and failing) to beat it into them. Do what you have to, enjoy the time spent DOING.

Peace <3
 
One needs nothing.


If one WANTS to clean up his house because he feels better living in clean conditions then one might wanna satisfy the want.



SWIM lives in a total mess and loves it:d
 
Take care of your family first, self realization is better when your life is in order!

There's lots of time for introspection, life is a journey.😉
 
13bells said:
Take care of your family first, self realization is better when your life is in order!
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I agree, you can't be happy with yourself without being happy with youre environment. Self realization can begin this way

Much love and Sincerity,
Perceptual Reality
 
Nice revelation! Now comes the truly hard part - 18 to 50 years of consistency, unconditional love and follow-through in your role of father and mentor to your baby. Spending the rest of your usable and workable youth devoted to the growth and well-being of another soul. Wow, adulthood. What a trip.

Fuck us all indeed. But, you are now facing the hard part. You can seek help, understanding and a diverse sounding board in this community while at the same time not taking entheogens AND ensuring that you spend all the quality time you can with your family.

I wish you peace, love and growth on your path.
 
I definitely get where you are coming from. It is easy to get lost in the Air, at least for me, and lose sight of the Earth, the Fire, and the Water; well Water always seems to be a little closer than the rest, when I really get going. Take a break, get your house in order, hell rearrange the furniture. Get yourself that fresh and clean feeling, and then ask yourself why, and what you are looking for? The purpose and vision will come, if it is not already there, and in all likely hood it will shift and/or take on a wider angle. Peace upon you and yours. Maybe we will see you around.

Fior
 
thank you all so much for your kind words and stiff reminders.
i do know the overwhelminbg responsibility i now face as a father.
my wife reminded me that a break is fine and to take from the realazation what i must but dont tell people to fuck off.... thats just rude so i must humbly apoligize.

also my break achieved much and i was very surprized when i found myself peacef8ully holding the spice.
i now recognize that i was in a sorty of spice mania. smoking like a half gram at a time
just hit after hit...
not good.

i also finaly found an elf on a tricycle..????
it showed me the most incredible things and "told" me to keep it to once a week and one trip at a time...

its harder to explain than i thought but there it is....

thank you nexus.

peace.
 
Congrats on your baby, he will become the light of your life. Don't be worried if you find at first that you don't always feel how you "should" feel, or something like that. Many fathers for the first year or so feel lingering guilt because they think they don't love their babies as entirely and all-encompassing as they should, especially compared to their wives. The truth is though, that as a father spends time caring for the child and mother, his love grows and grows, and eventually, the smell of baby poop isn't so bad. :) I'm happy for you and your wife.
 
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