Dr Psychonaut
Rising Star
Until today I had taken for granted the consistent peacefulness of my setting in all my previous trips to hyperspace. However today I experienced the horror of breaking through in entirely the wrong setting:
Dose: 30mg white spice followed by another 30mg in quick succession
After a failed first attempt due to lighter issues I immediately loaded up the bong with approx 30 mg more of spice. Although I felt intense effects from the first hit I had not broken through and was determined to so did not waste any time in taking this next hit. I also knew that my mum would be back soon and she'd just recently expressed her dislike in me taking any 'drugs'. I took it in one and immediately I knew I was about to break through. I was thrown into this bizarre, scary land that reminded me very much of previous salvia trips - where there was nothing of comfort and these bizarre alien images of entities and childhood themes rushed past so fast with a ringing noise that became deafening. I had peacful music playing in the background (usually I trip in silence though thought I'd try some music this time) and this became horribly loud and eerie as if mocking me, and I could feel this horrendous negative energy building up inside me. I kept telling the entities around me that I needed a bucket as I thought I was going to throw up. I remember them trying to comfort and calm me but I was way too far gone. The intensity was overwhelming and the images were rushing at such a speed as if trying to give me even more of an adverse reaction. I didn’t feel nauseous, more like I had to cough something horrible up, like a swarm of locusts or black tar or something else repulsive. I managed to cough and felt a bit better but just then my dogs (in consensus reality) began barking and I panicked thinking my mum might have come home. This whole alien world that was terrifying enough suddenly tore apart at the seams and the dogs deafening barking had me in a state of sheer terror. I managed to remember that it was just my sister (who knew I was tripping) coming back having just popped to the shop. The only solace was that I managed to get my mind back to reality very quickly due to purposeful grounding. I felt like a terrified animal (kind of a cross between a startled racoon and an abused dog), though I immediately got my head about me and told myself that the horror wasn’t real and that it was just the result of a terrible setting. Being at home and after my mum having just expressed how ‘she doesn’t want any drugs in her house’ etc. made me feel like I was doing something that I had to hide and feel wrong about and this certainly took me to some bad places in hyperspace!
Anyone had any other horrifying or disorienting experiences due to smoking DMT in the wrong setting? I certainly will make sure that the next time I hit hyperspace there won't a remote possibility of anything that might ruin the setting!
Dose: 30mg white spice followed by another 30mg in quick succession
After a failed first attempt due to lighter issues I immediately loaded up the bong with approx 30 mg more of spice. Although I felt intense effects from the first hit I had not broken through and was determined to so did not waste any time in taking this next hit. I also knew that my mum would be back soon and she'd just recently expressed her dislike in me taking any 'drugs'. I took it in one and immediately I knew I was about to break through. I was thrown into this bizarre, scary land that reminded me very much of previous salvia trips - where there was nothing of comfort and these bizarre alien images of entities and childhood themes rushed past so fast with a ringing noise that became deafening. I had peacful music playing in the background (usually I trip in silence though thought I'd try some music this time) and this became horribly loud and eerie as if mocking me, and I could feel this horrendous negative energy building up inside me. I kept telling the entities around me that I needed a bucket as I thought I was going to throw up. I remember them trying to comfort and calm me but I was way too far gone. The intensity was overwhelming and the images were rushing at such a speed as if trying to give me even more of an adverse reaction. I didn’t feel nauseous, more like I had to cough something horrible up, like a swarm of locusts or black tar or something else repulsive. I managed to cough and felt a bit better but just then my dogs (in consensus reality) began barking and I panicked thinking my mum might have come home. This whole alien world that was terrifying enough suddenly tore apart at the seams and the dogs deafening barking had me in a state of sheer terror. I managed to remember that it was just my sister (who knew I was tripping) coming back having just popped to the shop. The only solace was that I managed to get my mind back to reality very quickly due to purposeful grounding. I felt like a terrified animal (kind of a cross between a startled racoon and an abused dog), though I immediately got my head about me and told myself that the horror wasn’t real and that it was just the result of a terrible setting. Being at home and after my mum having just expressed how ‘she doesn’t want any drugs in her house’ etc. made me feel like I was doing something that I had to hide and feel wrong about and this certainly took me to some bad places in hyperspace!
Anyone had any other horrifying or disorienting experiences due to smoking DMT in the wrong setting? I certainly will make sure that the next time I hit hyperspace there won't a remote possibility of anything that might ruin the setting!
