gratefulfloyd
Rising Star
So after a long night of some sub-breakthroughs caused by me becoming too overwhelmed and encompassed in the experience to take that last hit necessary to enter hyperspace. I lay there in my bed, listening to the sounds of String Cheese Incident.
I was getting frustrated with my tech of trying to smoke out of a pinchy and I remembered that I had bought a vaporgenie that I rarely use simply because I have not mastered the technique yet. So the VG is loaded with about 60 mg of extremely white spice that was around the home. Out of some strange whim I decided to turn the lights off for this trip, something I rarely do. "Sometimes A River" was blasting through the speakers and it just put me in the most ecstatic mood to go forth with my journey. My first hit felt like it took all my lung capacity to get a tiny bit of vapor, but I caught my breath and took another, the effects became strong and I was at the crossroads. My mind starts talking to itself "Do I try for one last hit? Will I even come back if I do? Of course I will." I was right and wrong. I took that last hit, and it was massive yet smooth, I finally decided I love my VG.
The last words I hear from the music are "seems like it comes out of nowhere, there's no warning at all" And I am propelled into hyperspace, I must close my eyes. With my eyes closed I seemed to dissolve, I was not even conscious of my body, I was a soul traveling through some orange, blue, green, and red kaleidoscope pattern. Searching for something, but not knowing what it was I kept going on. Then I was catapulted at high speeds further through the colors and became surrounded by love. I was floating through love, if that makes any sense. A woman held me in her arms, I was a child and being nurtured, held by the love of a mother. It was as if my soul was being hugged, I felt warmth, compassion, awe, wonder, life, death, me, you, everything.... all at once. She was everywhere and I felt like a fetus again, in a tight place bu completely comfortable and warm and safe.
I lost connection with everything for a bit, being so encompassed by everything. Then I opened my eyes and was in just as much awe, time was literally passing before my eyes, seconds disintegrate in to nothingness. Everything reminded me of the love I felt, so I closed my eyes again. This time she was still there, but there were also many other beings of sorts, they seemed to be happy, they laughed and smiled at me. The visions slowly faded and I bursted out in tears, all I could think about was love and being loved. I also realized that I should be more of a loving person, and not so hard on myself and others. Then the thought of my mother crossed my brain, guilt struck me. As I have been growing older I do not get to see her as much, but I could make more time for her. Thoughts of how she brought me in to this world really affirmed a thought in my mind to actually make more time for her because she will not be around for ever and that when she is gone that could be it unless there is a true after life. Tons of tears came, my face was soaked as I felt the tears roll down my face.
All in all, this truly taught me to be thankful for everything in my life: My existence, family, friends, knowledge. I also need to make sure to keep in mind the things I learned so I may change my ways for the better. The VG is the only way to go, and I am not convinced that being in the dark is the best way to transition in to hyperspace.
PS: Get a VG if you do not have one, it makes the spice taste amazing and makes the vapor smooth and the journey feels a lot more clean and crisp.
I was getting frustrated with my tech of trying to smoke out of a pinchy and I remembered that I had bought a vaporgenie that I rarely use simply because I have not mastered the technique yet. So the VG is loaded with about 60 mg of extremely white spice that was around the home. Out of some strange whim I decided to turn the lights off for this trip, something I rarely do. "Sometimes A River" was blasting through the speakers and it just put me in the most ecstatic mood to go forth with my journey. My first hit felt like it took all my lung capacity to get a tiny bit of vapor, but I caught my breath and took another, the effects became strong and I was at the crossroads. My mind starts talking to itself "Do I try for one last hit? Will I even come back if I do? Of course I will." I was right and wrong. I took that last hit, and it was massive yet smooth, I finally decided I love my VG.
The last words I hear from the music are "seems like it comes out of nowhere, there's no warning at all" And I am propelled into hyperspace, I must close my eyes. With my eyes closed I seemed to dissolve, I was not even conscious of my body, I was a soul traveling through some orange, blue, green, and red kaleidoscope pattern. Searching for something, but not knowing what it was I kept going on. Then I was catapulted at high speeds further through the colors and became surrounded by love. I was floating through love, if that makes any sense. A woman held me in her arms, I was a child and being nurtured, held by the love of a mother. It was as if my soul was being hugged, I felt warmth, compassion, awe, wonder, life, death, me, you, everything.... all at once. She was everywhere and I felt like a fetus again, in a tight place bu completely comfortable and warm and safe.
I lost connection with everything for a bit, being so encompassed by everything. Then I opened my eyes and was in just as much awe, time was literally passing before my eyes, seconds disintegrate in to nothingness. Everything reminded me of the love I felt, so I closed my eyes again. This time she was still there, but there were also many other beings of sorts, they seemed to be happy, they laughed and smiled at me. The visions slowly faded and I bursted out in tears, all I could think about was love and being loved. I also realized that I should be more of a loving person, and not so hard on myself and others. Then the thought of my mother crossed my brain, guilt struck me. As I have been growing older I do not get to see her as much, but I could make more time for her. Thoughts of how she brought me in to this world really affirmed a thought in my mind to actually make more time for her because she will not be around for ever and that when she is gone that could be it unless there is a true after life. Tons of tears came, my face was soaked as I felt the tears roll down my face.
All in all, this truly taught me to be thankful for everything in my life: My existence, family, friends, knowledge. I also need to make sure to keep in mind the things I learned so I may change my ways for the better. The VG is the only way to go, and I am not convinced that being in the dark is the best way to transition in to hyperspace.
PS: Get a VG if you do not have one, it makes the spice taste amazing and makes the vapor smooth and the journey feels a lot more clean and crisp.
