seaofpeace
Rising Star
A few weeks ago I took a 200mg of Harmine HCL with 50mg of DMT Fumarte, both capsuled.
I did no eat for at least for 6 hours prior and the whole week before I did eat very light and healthy. (none of the known risky stuff)
It was very mellow and not much visuals and I had a beautiful moment in it like floating in a sea with a huge sundown on the horizon. I can recommend listening to Flying Lotus. His music is really is amazing on DMT (at least for me).
The problem was how I could not get over the nausea and urge to puke. It ruins it for me. It's so bad because I think oral DMT its probably my favourite psychedelic route so far if it wasn't for the nausea.
It wasn't necessarily a bad trip. But it had some absolute hell like moments that scared me almost to the point where I feared I might get PTSD from it.
My assumption was that the Harmine causes this and so I decided to lower the dose and try drinking some ginger tea (helps me very well against vomiting) with some potatoes and carrots to jumpstart the metabolism when taking it next time.
So I swallowed a capsule of 150mg of Harmine and one with 100mg of DMT Fumarate at around 22:20 yesterday with some bites of boiled patatos, carrots and drank a bit of ginger tea.
After around 15 minutes I took the DMT Fumarate. I tried standing a lot before the world became different. The first time I sat from the bringing on my bed and I think the problem with that is that it kinda "blocks" my digestive system in a way. At least I feel like it perpetuates the nausea. So this time I did not try to sit too much. And it worked I had a great trip looking out the window and seeing holes in the cloud ceiling revealing those beautiful stars in a way I never seen before. The stars got brighter and brighter and it seemed like they where moving. Words can not describe the kind of weird interactions I seemed to have had with those photons travelling such long distances to get received by my eyes letting them sit on my fingers.
At some point I thought it would be nice to lay down on my bed in an upright position. There it got more and more intense with clouds dancing around, trees moving and forming fractal patterns followed by a moment of total "time freeze". In a way the music playing in the background just stopped and time slowed to a point where it seemed to not exist any more. That was a beautiful experience but it was at that point that the nausea started to kick in. The next few hours ware one of the worst moments of my life. I don't want to go into it but it came to a point where I had to call my room mate because I actually though I am going to die because of stress and fear. Maybe this fear of mine becoming PTSD might be silly but for me it's not a matter of will but of automatisms that come up and it's hard to constantly trying to meditate your way out of it. Although that helped a lot partly.
Anyway, I am happy for this experience. But I will never try this form of DMT ingestion again. I want people to know that the combination of a DMT trip and stomach pain and nausea could be something incredibly unpleasant and it's not something to underestimate. I certainly did.
Have a nice trip.
(My native language is German so excuse me if this text might sound confusing)
I did no eat for at least for 6 hours prior and the whole week before I did eat very light and healthy. (none of the known risky stuff)
It was very mellow and not much visuals and I had a beautiful moment in it like floating in a sea with a huge sundown on the horizon. I can recommend listening to Flying Lotus. His music is really is amazing on DMT (at least for me).
The problem was how I could not get over the nausea and urge to puke. It ruins it for me. It's so bad because I think oral DMT its probably my favourite psychedelic route so far if it wasn't for the nausea.
It wasn't necessarily a bad trip. But it had some absolute hell like moments that scared me almost to the point where I feared I might get PTSD from it.
My assumption was that the Harmine causes this and so I decided to lower the dose and try drinking some ginger tea (helps me very well against vomiting) with some potatoes and carrots to jumpstart the metabolism when taking it next time.
So I swallowed a capsule of 150mg of Harmine and one with 100mg of DMT Fumarate at around 22:20 yesterday with some bites of boiled patatos, carrots and drank a bit of ginger tea.
After around 15 minutes I took the DMT Fumarate. I tried standing a lot before the world became different. The first time I sat from the bringing on my bed and I think the problem with that is that it kinda "blocks" my digestive system in a way. At least I feel like it perpetuates the nausea. So this time I did not try to sit too much. And it worked I had a great trip looking out the window and seeing holes in the cloud ceiling revealing those beautiful stars in a way I never seen before. The stars got brighter and brighter and it seemed like they where moving. Words can not describe the kind of weird interactions I seemed to have had with those photons travelling such long distances to get received by my eyes letting them sit on my fingers.
At some point I thought it would be nice to lay down on my bed in an upright position. There it got more and more intense with clouds dancing around, trees moving and forming fractal patterns followed by a moment of total "time freeze". In a way the music playing in the background just stopped and time slowed to a point where it seemed to not exist any more. That was a beautiful experience but it was at that point that the nausea started to kick in. The next few hours ware one of the worst moments of my life. I don't want to go into it but it came to a point where I had to call my room mate because I actually though I am going to die because of stress and fear. Maybe this fear of mine becoming PTSD might be silly but for me it's not a matter of will but of automatisms that come up and it's hard to constantly trying to meditate your way out of it. Although that helped a lot partly.
Anyway, I am happy for this experience. But I will never try this form of DMT ingestion again. I want people to know that the combination of a DMT trip and stomach pain and nausea could be something incredibly unpleasant and it's not something to underestimate. I certainly did.
Have a nice trip.
(My native language is German so excuse me if this text might sound confusing)