Changa was made with 262mg pure white spice, about 180mg harmine, caapi leaf and mullien and a special smoking blend to make the mix about 1:3
It was decided that the spice would be smoked on blankets on the lawn to get a nice sky view, chairs and shadecloth was set up to provide privacy.
The changa was smoked - quite enough of it in a few pipeloads each (NR and I)
We kept our eyes open - i didnt notice too much in the way of oev's - and i felt slightly oddish - not the usual loveglow of changa.
What followed was nothing short of a full breakthru of a kinda into legoland.
I hadnt closed my eyes - nothing broke up it just became plastic - and there was this menacing feeling.
I looked over at the plants and they were all made from lego, shiny and perfect shaped - no imperfections anywhere.
There were no birds or insects around during this time.
When I glanced over at the trees they had all their plastic leaves hanging down - as i looked at them they all folded up, as to respond to my looking at them.
Very much like that youtube vid - of those alive plants(that clearly are fake)
The grass was made up of 15cm x 15cm patches of identical lego grass - i inspected it with my fingers and - it was as it seemed - very very odd - much freakout.
I had a feeling i was going to stay like that forever - i coulnt submit - i forgot to - i was scared.(so much so that i - to a normal observer looked much like a different person)
I decided to try close my eyes - to see where that would go - all i saw was like gremlin like creatures making making a tight knotwork - getting faster and faster - not comfortable feeling.
So I opened my eyes and called Aegle for some support.
All motorskills were intact - i could walk normally and everything was in place - just it had been replaced.
Same as the first time this happend to me - that xmas eve years ago - a report here titled "The Most intense experience of my life"
After feeling slightly more comfortable i returned to the garden and looked up at the sky.
I saw a silver ball hovering in the sky - clearly not a hallucination - i asked NR to confirm it and he did so - around it i could see the hallucinations - a beautifull pink/purple chrysanthemumed pattern around my focal point on a grey sky.
We watched the ball move across the sky - in odd ways - it seemed to be watching back - i felt it was here because of how i was feeling or - beacause it was causing the feeling
This is the first time iv ever seen anything in the sky that i havent been able to identify - iv always looked but saw nothing - and i had been mentioning for days that i had a feeling i was going to be seeing something along these lines - hopefully.
I called aegle to come confirm this - and as she came to see it - the thing flatout dissapeared - i was beyond amazed.
The trip felt very unpleasant - and didnt seem to be going in any good direction - i busined myself to avoid getting into it.
Im not sure if submitting to it would have been the best idea - none of it felt good at all : like i said the first time - it felt as if "This way leads to madness."
I spoke to NR and he had the same trip exactly - same visuals exactly, experienced almost everything as i had - incredible - what else can i say.
Later that day i had to go back - and it was beautifull - i had it alone in my hammock and communicated with the trees - with little birds as my mental metronome - cool breeze on my face - so so so good - such love.
It was decided that the spice would be smoked on blankets on the lawn to get a nice sky view, chairs and shadecloth was set up to provide privacy.
The changa was smoked - quite enough of it in a few pipeloads each (NR and I)
We kept our eyes open - i didnt notice too much in the way of oev's - and i felt slightly oddish - not the usual loveglow of changa.
What followed was nothing short of a full breakthru of a kinda into legoland.
I hadnt closed my eyes - nothing broke up it just became plastic - and there was this menacing feeling.
I looked over at the plants and they were all made from lego, shiny and perfect shaped - no imperfections anywhere.
There were no birds or insects around during this time.
When I glanced over at the trees they had all their plastic leaves hanging down - as i looked at them they all folded up, as to respond to my looking at them.
Very much like that youtube vid - of those alive plants(that clearly are fake)
The grass was made up of 15cm x 15cm patches of identical lego grass - i inspected it with my fingers and - it was as it seemed - very very odd - much freakout.
I had a feeling i was going to stay like that forever - i coulnt submit - i forgot to - i was scared.(so much so that i - to a normal observer looked much like a different person)
I decided to try close my eyes - to see where that would go - all i saw was like gremlin like creatures making making a tight knotwork - getting faster and faster - not comfortable feeling.
So I opened my eyes and called Aegle for some support.
All motorskills were intact - i could walk normally and everything was in place - just it had been replaced.
Same as the first time this happend to me - that xmas eve years ago - a report here titled "The Most intense experience of my life"
After feeling slightly more comfortable i returned to the garden and looked up at the sky.
I saw a silver ball hovering in the sky - clearly not a hallucination - i asked NR to confirm it and he did so - around it i could see the hallucinations - a beautifull pink/purple chrysanthemumed pattern around my focal point on a grey sky.
We watched the ball move across the sky - in odd ways - it seemed to be watching back - i felt it was here because of how i was feeling or - beacause it was causing the feeling
This is the first time iv ever seen anything in the sky that i havent been able to identify - iv always looked but saw nothing - and i had been mentioning for days that i had a feeling i was going to be seeing something along these lines - hopefully.
I called aegle to come confirm this - and as she came to see it - the thing flatout dissapeared - i was beyond amazed.
The trip felt very unpleasant - and didnt seem to be going in any good direction - i busined myself to avoid getting into it.
Im not sure if submitting to it would have been the best idea - none of it felt good at all : like i said the first time - it felt as if "This way leads to madness."
I spoke to NR and he had the same trip exactly - same visuals exactly, experienced almost everything as i had - incredible - what else can i say.
Later that day i had to go back - and it was beautifull - i had it alone in my hammock and communicated with the trees - with little birds as my mental metronome - cool breeze on my face - so so so good - such love.