mad_banshee
Rising Star
It only seems to happen once in a while for me, like maybe a few times out of 30 that the perfect experience is encountered. Today was the day for it.
With a sandwich bowl loaded up I took the first hit. Nice buzz, but I had loaded in 50mg and must have only gotten a little of it. Second hit...what a perfect entry. Total letting go, total giving myself to the experience, total bliss and I knew at that point I didn't care if I ever came back, it wouldn't have mattered one bit to me. This was the experience of total giving over that 99.9% of people will never know until the day they die ( unless they too have experienced spice.) To have had The Ultimate Experience makes me want to give far more of my energy helping those I know with their daily trials and tribulations knowing that it all leads up to this experience where we are all going back to the plane of cosmic energy that I have been to first and know I will see again. It seems SUCH a shame that so many people will never experience this because its "wrong" or "illegal" or "scary or whatever."
The other great lesson I learned today was not to take one big hit as I've been doing in the past, but to go more gently easing in with at least two hits. I had been struggling with what my recent entry problems were until it all made sense today. Sometimes I suffer the problem of listening to others here, but not trying to integrate what I'm told until I learn myself the hard way!
With a sandwich bowl loaded up I took the first hit. Nice buzz, but I had loaded in 50mg and must have only gotten a little of it. Second hit...what a perfect entry. Total letting go, total giving myself to the experience, total bliss and I knew at that point I didn't care if I ever came back, it wouldn't have mattered one bit to me. This was the experience of total giving over that 99.9% of people will never know until the day they die ( unless they too have experienced spice.) To have had The Ultimate Experience makes me want to give far more of my energy helping those I know with their daily trials and tribulations knowing that it all leads up to this experience where we are all going back to the plane of cosmic energy that I have been to first and know I will see again. It seems SUCH a shame that so many people will never experience this because its "wrong" or "illegal" or "scary or whatever."
The other great lesson I learned today was not to take one big hit as I've been doing in the past, but to go more gently easing in with at least two hits. I had been struggling with what my recent entry problems were until it all made sense today. Sometimes I suffer the problem of listening to others here, but not trying to integrate what I'm told until I learn myself the hard way!
