The place i dont like

[Phlux-]

I was convinced it was the jungle - but its not - iv been there on jimjam and 100% pure spice.
iv been there now 5 times out of smoking perhaps 30 times.
A box appears in front of me, mutating objects inside it, almost wireframe but with blue, red and green spots on everything.
An uncomfortable energy in me, i went in with a smile - even tho im seeing all of this im still smiling, it doesnt freak me out anymore but i dont like it here.
I just have to wait for the fx to stop.
everytime it seems to be when im thinking too much during the expeience, and when i smoke too much.
Seems i have to build my dosage level up slowly.
i used to breakthru on 5mg - yes 5mg, now 5mg does almost absolutely nothing to me - on the edge of being noticable.
i push my dose up to go further but i think i have to take it slow.
its like im pushing myself too far, gotta take smaller steps.
Last time now - i took everyones advice - i wated for the fx to stop and against my better judgement - i went back immediatley.
Peace flowed again, little rainbow spiders, and chilling frogs, etc... all good once again.

 

[Xt]

Sometimes Swim talks about seeing a morphin humanoid/box/hand type thing that is shifting and changing constantly, it seems to have an entity activly trying to keep her attention focused on this thing. The colours where White (yes white) Blues and purples. Maybe a dash of electric yellows in there.
When she move's her head in another direction (with eyes closed) she can look around-hyperspace away from this morphing object/entity and see in other directions but the entity chases my gaze trying to get me to look back.

It always has a strange geometry of hands and human body shapes within this box.
Swim feels like there's too much information in this thing, she watched for a while before she became keen to explore other things in hyperspace. Then she come down.

Swims had this a few times on changa and once with yopo.

 

[antrocles]

my brother i know where you're talking about. i have started to consider that spice is a "connection" not unlike a fax transmission but FAR more information. sometimes the connection is just not a good one, doesn't mean the experience is necessarily negative per se, but if you HAVE experienced the clear, direct dialogues that are capable through the use of the molecule, these not-so-clear transmissions can be....well...frustrating.

you did exactly what i would have done. you went back immediately. isn't that what we all do when the fax doens't go through? hit re-send and immediately try again?

sounds like you are really starting to learn how to work with DMT my dear phlux. your reports are putting a huge smile on my face and, no doubt, inspiring many on this forum!! BRAVO!!

MUCH LOVE AND GRATITUDE!!

 

[Phlux-]

thanks for the kind words and support bro, much appreciated.