centromere
Rising Star
Greetings. I am a 21 year old biochemistry student seeking to understand the nature of consciousness. I didn't used to be this way. In high school I was an egotistical jerk who had contempt for others who I deemed beneath me. All of that dissolved the day I first tried LSD. Through careful introspection, I realized that the hate I gave to others was a reflection of the hate I had for myself. I experienced ego death, and it was absolutely beautiful. In fact, I had to take a picture of myself after the experience, because I had forgotten what I looked like! LSD opened my mind to this other mode of consciousness, and I am forever grateful for the experience.
Since that day, I've always been curious about death and consciousness, and this led me to DMT. I was fortunate enough to be able to try it in the form of Aya, and I must say that the experience, though mild, was powerful enough to teach me that death isn't the worst of evils, and can even be quite peaceful (in looking back on it, I think I ingested too much MAOI and had serotonin syndrome, but I made it out OK).
Getting a degree in biochemistry was no flippant choice. I wish to research and discuss my findings with other like minded individuals, and this is what brought me to DMT-Nexus. I am looking to have open and honest discussions with other chemists in an attempt to make DMT more accessible and accepted in mainstream society.
Since that day, I've always been curious about death and consciousness, and this led me to DMT. I was fortunate enough to be able to try it in the form of Aya, and I must say that the experience, though mild, was powerful enough to teach me that death isn't the worst of evils, and can even be quite peaceful (in looking back on it, I think I ingested too much MAOI and had serotonin syndrome, but I made it out OK).
Getting a degree in biochemistry was no flippant choice. I wish to research and discuss my findings with other like minded individuals, and this is what brought me to DMT-Nexus. I am looking to have open and honest discussions with other chemists in an attempt to make DMT more accessible and accepted in mainstream society.
