Throughout my life ive been in a constant wonder. Wondering within, i found myself and expressed it fully, trying to understand it more. Ever since i knew about enlightenment ive been seeking it through meditation, along with deep thought, and the occasional psychedelic, in order to jump start new thoughts about my purpose. My mind is in a constant journey, crawling its way out of its own personal ego. This illusion, this misguided self, brings one to the path of judgment. Now in the search of pure thought, i ask myself how to know the true truths of this consciousness, and what thoughts are considered "right" for me.
I feel this ego is the most worthy of all opponents in my life. As my thought journeys inwards, the outside influence follows behind carefully, looking for an entrance. Nobody can understand how to stop this, only to let it pass through you. Judgment is the path of control, control is a form of this masked ego. As we judge, we combine influence to make a decision. How can one know which decision to go with? Only ones self can figure this out.
Experience is one thing that i have found to be leading me to my salvation. Experience with life, brings out who you are, desires and passions reflect our state of nature. We must follow this intuition and not be prudent to experiences. No dark side, no light, just knowledge. As one experiences something, our initial instinct guides us through the moment. Whether its considered good or bad, its will be helpful in forming ones true self.
Digging deeper through meditation, i have learned to seek my inner most faults, and not be impatient, nor critical, but to enhance my understanding in hopes of bettering myself through my true Self. This path of enlightenment will never cease to end, we lose sight of things, ego comes inward, we must not use our minds as a filter. This filter is another system of control. Instead, think of your mind as a river. The ego can be seen as dirt for this activity. Although this ego may be large, the river will sweep it away if allowed to. The river is the bigger picture, carrying something on an unset path, yet following the easiest way through.The river stops this object from falling to the bottom naturally, never being caught. It carries it through until its energy is eventually releases. The energy of this thought or river will always be greater than the dirt's energy, just don't set up a dam.
One must look upon necessity and what the mind and body needs. Worries and anxiety bother us all, make it difficult for us to find this thought hidden in the maze that is the ego. One must learn to be patient, calm, think. Worries are unnecessary unless you predict the future. Ones journey of this anxiety goes up and down from the fear of what may happen. It carries on constantly until the final outcome, then depending on the outcome you will either be completely relieved, or not. If not all you did was lengthen the amount of stress, and if your relieved then you wasted time pondering the unknown future. Life is no place for stress, things happen or they do not. Either way, enjoy it. With enlightenment one can enjoy anything, fall back into the love of your own self and ponder from within.
It is now time for me to enter hyperspace. I feel that i am ready for this journey, although im ready for anything that comes at me. All one must do is let go and fall into the world of ones spirit. Im in search of new ideas, new ways to rid myself of notorious resin stuck in my brain from ego. Such things as sensibility, consistency, and my personal spirituality, in which i need to improve and rejuvenate. With these in mind im preparing to meditate on these and seek a journey to help me learn from these things and rid myself of the problems that im having with them.
Im here seeking advice, from own experiences. No need to direct me or tell me things of your journey, just ways in which i can prepare myself and direct my journey safely and productively.
I feel this ego is the most worthy of all opponents in my life. As my thought journeys inwards, the outside influence follows behind carefully, looking for an entrance. Nobody can understand how to stop this, only to let it pass through you. Judgment is the path of control, control is a form of this masked ego. As we judge, we combine influence to make a decision. How can one know which decision to go with? Only ones self can figure this out.
Experience is one thing that i have found to be leading me to my salvation. Experience with life, brings out who you are, desires and passions reflect our state of nature. We must follow this intuition and not be prudent to experiences. No dark side, no light, just knowledge. As one experiences something, our initial instinct guides us through the moment. Whether its considered good or bad, its will be helpful in forming ones true self.
Digging deeper through meditation, i have learned to seek my inner most faults, and not be impatient, nor critical, but to enhance my understanding in hopes of bettering myself through my true Self. This path of enlightenment will never cease to end, we lose sight of things, ego comes inward, we must not use our minds as a filter. This filter is another system of control. Instead, think of your mind as a river. The ego can be seen as dirt for this activity. Although this ego may be large, the river will sweep it away if allowed to. The river is the bigger picture, carrying something on an unset path, yet following the easiest way through.The river stops this object from falling to the bottom naturally, never being caught. It carries it through until its energy is eventually releases. The energy of this thought or river will always be greater than the dirt's energy, just don't set up a dam.
One must look upon necessity and what the mind and body needs. Worries and anxiety bother us all, make it difficult for us to find this thought hidden in the maze that is the ego. One must learn to be patient, calm, think. Worries are unnecessary unless you predict the future. Ones journey of this anxiety goes up and down from the fear of what may happen. It carries on constantly until the final outcome, then depending on the outcome you will either be completely relieved, or not. If not all you did was lengthen the amount of stress, and if your relieved then you wasted time pondering the unknown future. Life is no place for stress, things happen or they do not. Either way, enjoy it. With enlightenment one can enjoy anything, fall back into the love of your own self and ponder from within.
It is now time for me to enter hyperspace. I feel that i am ready for this journey, although im ready for anything that comes at me. All one must do is let go and fall into the world of ones spirit. Im in search of new ideas, new ways to rid myself of notorious resin stuck in my brain from ego. Such things as sensibility, consistency, and my personal spirituality, in which i need to improve and rejuvenate. With these in mind im preparing to meditate on these and seek a journey to help me learn from these things and rid myself of the problems that im having with them.
Im here seeking advice, from own experiences. No need to direct me or tell me things of your journey, just ways in which i can prepare myself and direct my journey safely and productively.
