mshanksman
Rising Star
hey, I'm a new user here at the nexus and I'm interested in asking questions and talking to better understand both the methods of production and spiritual significances of dmt.
i found the nexus one lost night in college wondering what was to become of my life. this technician, who knew his computer console better than his neighbor, was feeling trapped between a party and a social science class. chemistry became an escape, not through the ingestion of active chemicals, but through the active research of their properties and interactions. In one night lost on the interwebs, I decided that this was my calling, to become a chemist and produce chemicals that no one else could, because they were illegal and difficult. I wanted to make MDMA and bombs and rework the world one molecule at a time.
as crazy an idea as it was, it stuck. I later came to the realization that mdma production is simply too dangerous and complicated for someone of my means, so I shelved the idea and looked for alternatives, anything to satiate my interest in chemistry, and came upon DMT and changa / pharmahuasca. Despite only a mild interest in this psychedelic tryptamine, and concern for what it would do to my brain, in a lonely hour, i shelled out $$ for all the required tools and ingredients and began my first production.
As i write, the final stage is precipitating out of solution and I'm wondering where to go with it from here. I'm nervous about my first experience with it, and I feel that although my conscious mind is able to discredit the nervousness, it still remains, and as a negative mental energy, i'm worried about the effect it might have. My experience with other drugs such as alcohol and marijuana have taught me that mental status greatly influences the effect of a substance. So I would want to wait until I feel confident, happy, and uninhibited before I try DMT for the first time.
But besides that, I'm wondering which method of administration would be recommended for newcomers. Low dose pharmahuasca, say, 200 mg tan harmine extracts and 70 mg spice freebases?
A couple hits off a mild changa mixture, say, 300 mg harmine extracts, 500 mg spice freebases, and 1g herb?
i found the nexus one lost night in college wondering what was to become of my life. this technician, who knew his computer console better than his neighbor, was feeling trapped between a party and a social science class. chemistry became an escape, not through the ingestion of active chemicals, but through the active research of their properties and interactions. In one night lost on the interwebs, I decided that this was my calling, to become a chemist and produce chemicals that no one else could, because they were illegal and difficult. I wanted to make MDMA and bombs and rework the world one molecule at a time.
as crazy an idea as it was, it stuck. I later came to the realization that mdma production is simply too dangerous and complicated for someone of my means, so I shelved the idea and looked for alternatives, anything to satiate my interest in chemistry, and came upon DMT and changa / pharmahuasca. Despite only a mild interest in this psychedelic tryptamine, and concern for what it would do to my brain, in a lonely hour, i shelled out $$ for all the required tools and ingredients and began my first production.
As i write, the final stage is precipitating out of solution and I'm wondering where to go with it from here. I'm nervous about my first experience with it, and I feel that although my conscious mind is able to discredit the nervousness, it still remains, and as a negative mental energy, i'm worried about the effect it might have. My experience with other drugs such as alcohol and marijuana have taught me that mental status greatly influences the effect of a substance. So I would want to wait until I feel confident, happy, and uninhibited before I try DMT for the first time.
But besides that, I'm wondering which method of administration would be recommended for newcomers. Low dose pharmahuasca, say, 200 mg tan harmine extracts and 70 mg spice freebases?
A couple hits off a mild changa mixture, say, 300 mg harmine extracts, 500 mg spice freebases, and 1g herb?
