Eclectic
Rising Star
Set and setting:
I am excited, exhilarated, somewhat anxious.. The last two nights I used lower doses of smoked DMT.. last night's I used it with THH.. I used an amount I estimated to be 20-40 mg's of THH, as I don't have a scale (yet) under my tongue. I held it and all the spit that collects in 30 minutes, occasionally swishing around my mouth, then swallowed at the 30 minute mark.. I then within 10 minutes smoked my DMT.. On this combination, DMT took on a much more pleasing tone.. tone is the right word.. It's like my entire body was filled with vibratory energy.. The world looked like it was made by apple, I tried to explain to a friend. It was a hilarious metaphor for the visuals I was getting at the time.. because it was so true.. Everything looked pretty and sparkly.. rounded and plastic and shiny.. it all looked like iMac's.. It was so funny. A ringing and euphoria predominated similar to nitrous oxide, but a much more holy and uplifting and even more incredible edge to it.. It was possibly one of the best experiences of my life..
It should be noted also that I'm on poppy pods for these experiences.. I am using them for a short period of time for pain relief and also because I enjoy them.. I had a week where I let myself go with my money.. I cannot say I regret it, as the tea helps to calm me down and get me in a great state for DMT.. I understand the value of trying to use DMT purely on it's own, but I see a prevailing harsh undertone to the use of anything else with DMT.. I'm not completely sure it's warranted.. having yourself in a state conducive to learning, accepting, letting go, can be extremely beneficial in my experience, and it doesn't tend to dull the trip at all.. I have found that drinking my tea, then waiting hours later into the night to use THH then DMT, I'm in the perfect relaxed and ready mood for the experience. I have actual pain problems that can at their worst hinder my mental progress and make me an angrier and more anxiety ridden person.. The right mindset for something like DMT is everything, so I'd almost suggest that what state you feel most comfortable in, as long as the combination is safe, is the ideal state to be in to take a trip...
With that said, I was ready for my higher dose of smoked DMT tonight.. the highest yet achieved by this intrepid voyager.. I was ready for whatever it had to show me.. I felt much more comfortable knowing from my intense pharmahuasca session and my previous lower dose smoking trials some idea of what to expect. I knew it would be intense, and I felt more ready for it than ever.
The Experience:
I decided from my previous experiences, being comfortable is a big part of a successful trip for me and possibly for anyone.. You want to be physically and mentally comfortable.. here in my room with the door locked, I cannot be bothered.. no phone in here.. nothing to distract me from my experience.. I decided that the light off but the computer screen providing some sort of colorful light, like cartoons or something, and the light put off by my cool blue lava lamp were the ideal lighting situation for a good trip.. Too much light is disorienting and tends to wash out some color.. Too little light can be too dark.. not the right amount of color either.. Having this in mind, I decided that I really love the Daft Punk album Discovery when I trip.. I pulled up on youtube their freakin space opera Interstella 5555.. If you haven't seen it, the music for it is really enjoyable and it's an anime that plays out the story with the album.. It's pretty neat, I like the dedication to their art.. like... they wanted the album to have a story behind it too and made that whole thing go so well.. The songs work really well to convey the story's emotion and whatnot.. It's really an impressive piece of work.. It also is very very colorful and has a lot of really funky sequences.. Many times the music taking off with the colors flashing can be amazing with the eyes closed.. really makes some awesome CEV's, lending all that color and light.
I took my sublingual THH.. I then went and smoked a cigarette.. Holding all your spit while smoking a cigarette didn't turn out to be the best idea.. but I really wanted a cigarette.. I held it a full 30 minutes while reading Strassman's book.. I've read it before, but a few years ago, so I want to reread it.. I skipped to the sessions part and skipped his hassle with getting the experiment going.. that stuff is an interesting read, but for the non-researcher it's something you only feel like reading once.. It'd be useful to those looking to get federally approved research off the ground.. The sessions are really interesting, and trying DMT a few times now has me really relating so some of them.. anyway, I'm sorry for my tendency to ramble, but I have trouble relating my experiences in anything less than a stream of thought novel.. lol
Ok so I swallow the THH.. Walk inside and sit down.. rub my hands together.. Here we go.. I decide, as it has been a great combination in the past, to use a bit of smoking blend as my sandwiching material. I use a mix of the blends 'XXX Chillin' and 'Smoke'.. They're the same thing, different companies sellin it.. it's basically a cannabinoid blend, very strong in it's own right.. seems very active mainly on the CB1 receptor, which I believe is the one causing more of the psychedelic effects THC is able to produce..
I fill in the bottom of my double screened bowl in my home made all glass bong.. 2 dollar vinegar bottle, dremel tool, 7 bucks for a slide and bowl.. All glass homemade.. It works really great.. Don't forget a 15 cent grommet.. That makes it real pro lookin.. I cover the bottom of the screen with xxx.. I then place a small amount, roughly double what I smoked last time, onto the xxx.. I then scoop a bit of xxx out and on top.. enough so I couldn't see the DMT, to keep it safe from fire. My technique has been enhanced by trial and error and I really have been doing well this way.
I put the Daft Punk video on my favorite part.. Digital Love.. the guy is like cleaning his spaceship, gets a call, and next thing you know he's flying through colorful hyperspace.. I like the metaphor.. I take my first hit, lighting the top of one side of the bowl.. I take my slow even drag while it burns itself.. no more lighter is needed than the first flame to light the xxx.. I inhale slow.. taking care not to get enough at a time and feel like coughing.. This way I worked out is the best and easiest way to smoke DMT and you can get more than enough with no coughing.. I start to have a ringing sensation.. the music on the PC gets lower.. I take another hit.. With all my bravery, I light the other side and also lit the side I already burned.. I take it all in.. a lot of that was DMT, much more than the first.. I can taste the difference each time.. Much more acrid.. I get it all in and hold it for quite awhile before exhaling..
It built from a ringing to a roaring tone.. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.. It flowed through me.. I sat and felt in my legs an intense vibratory energy.. it surged through every inch of my being.. I was vibrating.. I felt incredible.. Nitrous Oxide up until now was my favorite experience overall.. DMT has officially replaced it.. DMT with THH that is.. DMT on it's own has a certain edge to it.. It's a bit scarier.. THH seems to smooth that out.. It really makes it have a pronounced nitrous-like buzz.. A tremendous amount of energy all throughout the body, all buzzing at a high pitched tone.. the tone I've only heard replicated on those Binaural beats programs.. A high pitched ooooo sound.. It's really quite beautiful..
I close my eyes part way through.. I realize here I will see the best things.. I saw beautiful patterns.. They were sometimes swirling.. sometimes striped.. Many times just a huge amount of patterns.. interlaced into the lattacing were eyes.. not menacing eyes, just eyes that could see.. It's hard to describe the feelings these elicited.. I guess exhilaration is the best word, but words many times fail experiences such as these.. I started to move my hands around my face, feeling energy in them, looking through my body.. I spent an amount of time massaging my scalp with my fingertips.. The images this created was beyond desciption.. beautiful ornate masterpieces.. if you could project them out of your mind onto a canvas they'd be priceless works of art.. I remember seeing large mandala like patterns but much more complex.. spinning swirling language looking lines... the hyrogliphs I felt I saw once before.. and numbers and letters interspersed throughout.. I felt at one point like I saw some sort of giant cosmic coin with something important written on it I had no idea how to understand.. It was incredible.
Truly amazing what THH and DMT provide.. the XXX was also a large factor, it made it even more euphoric and joyous.. I can see people saying that marijuana can cloud DMT.. a lot of marijuana is inherently cloudy.. I believe many of those effects are because much marijuana effects a lot of the CB2 receptors, causing more of the heavy stoning.. XXX is reliably more of a CB1 agonist.. While I don't know what cannabinoid it has, or if it has several, but I've only had one kind of cannabis that did the same thing.. It is extremely uplifting, not tiring in the slightest.. it's the kind of experience that makes you want to dance and move.. to be amazed.. It's not stupor producing.. There are blends I wouldn't smoke with DMT because of those exact effects.. that's one advantage my box of blends has over cannabis.. I always have reproducible and steady effects.. It won't be varying each time.. This allows me to custom plan what sort of effects I desire.. For this reason I don't feel XXX clouds the DMT at all.. I've tried it with and without, and in all respects I find it to be a great enhancement.. just as deep and beautiful, but sometimes even mroeso with a much more uplifting feeling. It's a lot like THH in these regards.. No one looks down on any MAOI's as clouding or changing the DMT experience, and it's precisely because they add things and desireable aspects that they're respected as useful to the DMT experience.. I feel the same was about my smoking blends.. XXX is predictable and constantly a trippier aspect of cannabis smoking.. If you had marijuana you knew wasn't tiring or mentally fogging you'd likely benefit from smoking it with DMT as well.. I just wanted to point this out because of the common perception that anything taken with DMT will necessarily cloud or worsen the experience, and I can't say I agree if you know what you're taking and are experienced with it and know the combination is mutually beneficial.. The XXX also counteracts nausea one can experience on high doses of smoked DMT..
With that said, I had quite a lot of closed eye visions.. With my eyes open, they overlaid the room.. The video was really intense and a joy to watch while in this state.. The intense euphoria continued unabated.. Maybe 10 minutes into the experience, I took my bong and lighted around in a circle getting any unlit things to light.. It was a much bigger hit than expected.. I think getting the screens heated up on the sides burned up DMT that had melted into the screens in the middle.. It was a substantial amount of smoke.. The visions came back on stronger now.. I was seeing the most amazing things.. I decided it was best to keep my eyes closed.. I folded my hands in a praying type of way, but more triangular.. I had my hands up, fingertips touching on each hand.. my thumbs touching, but down in a way that forms a diamond in between your hands.. with the thumbs together and down, fingertips touching and arched up.. I held this to my head with my eyes closed and saw the patterns it evoked in the light from the PC.. the music was intensified and colors were going great with the experience..
With my hands in this diamond shape near my head, I saw I was inside some sort of temple.. many eyes were in the patterning of this temple. It had an arch shape like I had my hands. I felt this hand position was somehow sacred and powerful in this realm.. I focused my awareness inside the church towards an interesting structure hanging inside the church at the angular arch above.. My awareness moved towards it.. as I came closed I realized it was a man.. I first perceived him as Jesus.. hanging.. but then saw it was another bearded figure.. he seemed to be hanging there with some purpose.. like he wasn't put there by anyone, he was just there in some position of power, hanging in a strong way, grinning about it.. Mind that this church was made of what looked like psychic colorful energy and a living biological structure.. as if the arches supporting the temple were cosmic ribs.. That sounds funny to me now but that's the best description I got.. I had the thought "This is a temple.. the temple of body.. and mind..".. It was beautiful.. I wondered what the man represented.. The patterning around the arch of the temple in the roof where he was hanging was so intricate..
I opened my eyes for a moment and watched a little of the Daft Punk video.. The music was still great.. I realized this was a really good choice for entertainment and light for the trip.. I loved it.. I watched it awhile and then closed my eyes again.. I saw more amazing patterns.. I held my hands in the way I had been previously.. I was focusing on this amazing pattern.. As the song progressed from one to another, I heard a loud voice.. booming.. deep.. It say what I thought was "Take them" or "Jacob" and I realized it was more lie "Eeecab".. Whatever that is.. I thought for certain it was a part of the video.. I entertained "Now I'm hearing things other than whooshing and wawas and vibrations" in my mind.. it was a joke however, I seriously believed it was in the video.. I had to prove it to myself however.. I went back about 30 seconds before the part.. I listened carefully where I heard the sound.. it wasn't there.. 2 more listens.. it wasn't there. It turns out, I heard a loud booming deep man voice say "Yaycub" or "Eycab" or something.. It was odd to think about. I closed my eyes and thought into the visions "I hear you, who are you".. no response.. I felt like it was gone or I wasn't in deep enough anymore.. I was starting to feel it less by now..
I spent the rest of the time listening to the music.. enjoying the ride.. I kept my eyes closed and focused a lot on the visions I had.. It was truly an incredible experience.. This is officially the best experience with a drug I've had in my lifetime.. Amazing.. enjoyable.. relaxed but exciting.. I truly love THH/XXX/DMT/lingering pod tea opiation.. It's the best, especially to go to sleep an hour or so into the afterglow.. I'm really pleased with this experience.. the only sad part is, I'm nearly out of DMT.. The great part is, I have everything needed if I buy more mimosa bark.. Experiences I've had make this extremely tempting.. I'm completely fascinated with DMT.. I somehow always knew I would be.. It's almost the perfect experience, and I wish to go even deeper with it.. Tomorrow I will likely use the THH and DMT I have left.. It might be a little bit more intense than tonight, and then I'll be done until more DMT and MAOI's are obtained.. It's been a lot of fun, and I'm not through with DMT yet.. it has many more things to show me, and I think I'm in the best state of mind of my life to see them and experience the spirit molecule thoroughly.. It feels like a really healthy thing for my life right now.. It might sound silly, but I love the book I Ching.. You might have heard of it through McKenna.. It's a beautiful book that's basically an old fortune telling method that became the source of binary.. After my pharmahuasca experience, I decided to flip some hexagrams with the question of how to proceed with DMT in mind.. I got Continuing turning to Great Power.. it might sound silly, but the I Ching has many times more than not seemed fairly accurate, and not even in a vague cold reading way.. sometimes it's a good way to get some insight or just to read a useful piece of advice.. This was encouraging.. in a way I feel it's a way of interacting with the subconcious mind..
Well that was a long report but I typed out all my feelings about it was well as I could. For those of you who cared to read it and made it through, thank you, and I hope it was enjoyable. I found this experience to be extremely enjoyable and interesting, and the last few nights leading up to this true trip with smoked DMT have made me really start to fall in love with ths spirit molecule.
I am excited, exhilarated, somewhat anxious.. The last two nights I used lower doses of smoked DMT.. last night's I used it with THH.. I used an amount I estimated to be 20-40 mg's of THH, as I don't have a scale (yet) under my tongue. I held it and all the spit that collects in 30 minutes, occasionally swishing around my mouth, then swallowed at the 30 minute mark.. I then within 10 minutes smoked my DMT.. On this combination, DMT took on a much more pleasing tone.. tone is the right word.. It's like my entire body was filled with vibratory energy.. The world looked like it was made by apple, I tried to explain to a friend. It was a hilarious metaphor for the visuals I was getting at the time.. because it was so true.. Everything looked pretty and sparkly.. rounded and plastic and shiny.. it all looked like iMac's.. It was so funny. A ringing and euphoria predominated similar to nitrous oxide, but a much more holy and uplifting and even more incredible edge to it.. It was possibly one of the best experiences of my life..
It should be noted also that I'm on poppy pods for these experiences.. I am using them for a short period of time for pain relief and also because I enjoy them.. I had a week where I let myself go with my money.. I cannot say I regret it, as the tea helps to calm me down and get me in a great state for DMT.. I understand the value of trying to use DMT purely on it's own, but I see a prevailing harsh undertone to the use of anything else with DMT.. I'm not completely sure it's warranted.. having yourself in a state conducive to learning, accepting, letting go, can be extremely beneficial in my experience, and it doesn't tend to dull the trip at all.. I have found that drinking my tea, then waiting hours later into the night to use THH then DMT, I'm in the perfect relaxed and ready mood for the experience. I have actual pain problems that can at their worst hinder my mental progress and make me an angrier and more anxiety ridden person.. The right mindset for something like DMT is everything, so I'd almost suggest that what state you feel most comfortable in, as long as the combination is safe, is the ideal state to be in to take a trip...
With that said, I was ready for my higher dose of smoked DMT tonight.. the highest yet achieved by this intrepid voyager.. I was ready for whatever it had to show me.. I felt much more comfortable knowing from my intense pharmahuasca session and my previous lower dose smoking trials some idea of what to expect. I knew it would be intense, and I felt more ready for it than ever.
The Experience:
I decided from my previous experiences, being comfortable is a big part of a successful trip for me and possibly for anyone.. You want to be physically and mentally comfortable.. here in my room with the door locked, I cannot be bothered.. no phone in here.. nothing to distract me from my experience.. I decided that the light off but the computer screen providing some sort of colorful light, like cartoons or something, and the light put off by my cool blue lava lamp were the ideal lighting situation for a good trip.. Too much light is disorienting and tends to wash out some color.. Too little light can be too dark.. not the right amount of color either.. Having this in mind, I decided that I really love the Daft Punk album Discovery when I trip.. I pulled up on youtube their freakin space opera Interstella 5555.. If you haven't seen it, the music for it is really enjoyable and it's an anime that plays out the story with the album.. It's pretty neat, I like the dedication to their art.. like... they wanted the album to have a story behind it too and made that whole thing go so well.. The songs work really well to convey the story's emotion and whatnot.. It's really an impressive piece of work.. It also is very very colorful and has a lot of really funky sequences.. Many times the music taking off with the colors flashing can be amazing with the eyes closed.. really makes some awesome CEV's, lending all that color and light.
I took my sublingual THH.. I then went and smoked a cigarette.. Holding all your spit while smoking a cigarette didn't turn out to be the best idea.. but I really wanted a cigarette.. I held it a full 30 minutes while reading Strassman's book.. I've read it before, but a few years ago, so I want to reread it.. I skipped to the sessions part and skipped his hassle with getting the experiment going.. that stuff is an interesting read, but for the non-researcher it's something you only feel like reading once.. It'd be useful to those looking to get federally approved research off the ground.. The sessions are really interesting, and trying DMT a few times now has me really relating so some of them.. anyway, I'm sorry for my tendency to ramble, but I have trouble relating my experiences in anything less than a stream of thought novel.. lol
Ok so I swallow the THH.. Walk inside and sit down.. rub my hands together.. Here we go.. I decide, as it has been a great combination in the past, to use a bit of smoking blend as my sandwiching material. I use a mix of the blends 'XXX Chillin' and 'Smoke'.. They're the same thing, different companies sellin it.. it's basically a cannabinoid blend, very strong in it's own right.. seems very active mainly on the CB1 receptor, which I believe is the one causing more of the psychedelic effects THC is able to produce..
I fill in the bottom of my double screened bowl in my home made all glass bong.. 2 dollar vinegar bottle, dremel tool, 7 bucks for a slide and bowl.. All glass homemade.. It works really great.. Don't forget a 15 cent grommet.. That makes it real pro lookin.. I cover the bottom of the screen with xxx.. I then place a small amount, roughly double what I smoked last time, onto the xxx.. I then scoop a bit of xxx out and on top.. enough so I couldn't see the DMT, to keep it safe from fire. My technique has been enhanced by trial and error and I really have been doing well this way.
I put the Daft Punk video on my favorite part.. Digital Love.. the guy is like cleaning his spaceship, gets a call, and next thing you know he's flying through colorful hyperspace.. I like the metaphor.. I take my first hit, lighting the top of one side of the bowl.. I take my slow even drag while it burns itself.. no more lighter is needed than the first flame to light the xxx.. I inhale slow.. taking care not to get enough at a time and feel like coughing.. This way I worked out is the best and easiest way to smoke DMT and you can get more than enough with no coughing.. I start to have a ringing sensation.. the music on the PC gets lower.. I take another hit.. With all my bravery, I light the other side and also lit the side I already burned.. I take it all in.. a lot of that was DMT, much more than the first.. I can taste the difference each time.. Much more acrid.. I get it all in and hold it for quite awhile before exhaling..
It built from a ringing to a roaring tone.. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.. It flowed through me.. I sat and felt in my legs an intense vibratory energy.. it surged through every inch of my being.. I was vibrating.. I felt incredible.. Nitrous Oxide up until now was my favorite experience overall.. DMT has officially replaced it.. DMT with THH that is.. DMT on it's own has a certain edge to it.. It's a bit scarier.. THH seems to smooth that out.. It really makes it have a pronounced nitrous-like buzz.. A tremendous amount of energy all throughout the body, all buzzing at a high pitched tone.. the tone I've only heard replicated on those Binaural beats programs.. A high pitched ooooo sound.. It's really quite beautiful..
I close my eyes part way through.. I realize here I will see the best things.. I saw beautiful patterns.. They were sometimes swirling.. sometimes striped.. Many times just a huge amount of patterns.. interlaced into the lattacing were eyes.. not menacing eyes, just eyes that could see.. It's hard to describe the feelings these elicited.. I guess exhilaration is the best word, but words many times fail experiences such as these.. I started to move my hands around my face, feeling energy in them, looking through my body.. I spent an amount of time massaging my scalp with my fingertips.. The images this created was beyond desciption.. beautiful ornate masterpieces.. if you could project them out of your mind onto a canvas they'd be priceless works of art.. I remember seeing large mandala like patterns but much more complex.. spinning swirling language looking lines... the hyrogliphs I felt I saw once before.. and numbers and letters interspersed throughout.. I felt at one point like I saw some sort of giant cosmic coin with something important written on it I had no idea how to understand.. It was incredible.
Truly amazing what THH and DMT provide.. the XXX was also a large factor, it made it even more euphoric and joyous.. I can see people saying that marijuana can cloud DMT.. a lot of marijuana is inherently cloudy.. I believe many of those effects are because much marijuana effects a lot of the CB2 receptors, causing more of the heavy stoning.. XXX is reliably more of a CB1 agonist.. While I don't know what cannabinoid it has, or if it has several, but I've only had one kind of cannabis that did the same thing.. It is extremely uplifting, not tiring in the slightest.. it's the kind of experience that makes you want to dance and move.. to be amazed.. It's not stupor producing.. There are blends I wouldn't smoke with DMT because of those exact effects.. that's one advantage my box of blends has over cannabis.. I always have reproducible and steady effects.. It won't be varying each time.. This allows me to custom plan what sort of effects I desire.. For this reason I don't feel XXX clouds the DMT at all.. I've tried it with and without, and in all respects I find it to be a great enhancement.. just as deep and beautiful, but sometimes even mroeso with a much more uplifting feeling. It's a lot like THH in these regards.. No one looks down on any MAOI's as clouding or changing the DMT experience, and it's precisely because they add things and desireable aspects that they're respected as useful to the DMT experience.. I feel the same was about my smoking blends.. XXX is predictable and constantly a trippier aspect of cannabis smoking.. If you had marijuana you knew wasn't tiring or mentally fogging you'd likely benefit from smoking it with DMT as well.. I just wanted to point this out because of the common perception that anything taken with DMT will necessarily cloud or worsen the experience, and I can't say I agree if you know what you're taking and are experienced with it and know the combination is mutually beneficial.. The XXX also counteracts nausea one can experience on high doses of smoked DMT..
With that said, I had quite a lot of closed eye visions.. With my eyes open, they overlaid the room.. The video was really intense and a joy to watch while in this state.. The intense euphoria continued unabated.. Maybe 10 minutes into the experience, I took my bong and lighted around in a circle getting any unlit things to light.. It was a much bigger hit than expected.. I think getting the screens heated up on the sides burned up DMT that had melted into the screens in the middle.. It was a substantial amount of smoke.. The visions came back on stronger now.. I was seeing the most amazing things.. I decided it was best to keep my eyes closed.. I folded my hands in a praying type of way, but more triangular.. I had my hands up, fingertips touching on each hand.. my thumbs touching, but down in a way that forms a diamond in between your hands.. with the thumbs together and down, fingertips touching and arched up.. I held this to my head with my eyes closed and saw the patterns it evoked in the light from the PC.. the music was intensified and colors were going great with the experience..
With my hands in this diamond shape near my head, I saw I was inside some sort of temple.. many eyes were in the patterning of this temple. It had an arch shape like I had my hands. I felt this hand position was somehow sacred and powerful in this realm.. I focused my awareness inside the church towards an interesting structure hanging inside the church at the angular arch above.. My awareness moved towards it.. as I came closed I realized it was a man.. I first perceived him as Jesus.. hanging.. but then saw it was another bearded figure.. he seemed to be hanging there with some purpose.. like he wasn't put there by anyone, he was just there in some position of power, hanging in a strong way, grinning about it.. Mind that this church was made of what looked like psychic colorful energy and a living biological structure.. as if the arches supporting the temple were cosmic ribs.. That sounds funny to me now but that's the best description I got.. I had the thought "This is a temple.. the temple of body.. and mind..".. It was beautiful.. I wondered what the man represented.. The patterning around the arch of the temple in the roof where he was hanging was so intricate..
I opened my eyes for a moment and watched a little of the Daft Punk video.. The music was still great.. I realized this was a really good choice for entertainment and light for the trip.. I loved it.. I watched it awhile and then closed my eyes again.. I saw more amazing patterns.. I held my hands in the way I had been previously.. I was focusing on this amazing pattern.. As the song progressed from one to another, I heard a loud voice.. booming.. deep.. It say what I thought was "Take them" or "Jacob" and I realized it was more lie "Eeecab".. Whatever that is.. I thought for certain it was a part of the video.. I entertained "Now I'm hearing things other than whooshing and wawas and vibrations" in my mind.. it was a joke however, I seriously believed it was in the video.. I had to prove it to myself however.. I went back about 30 seconds before the part.. I listened carefully where I heard the sound.. it wasn't there.. 2 more listens.. it wasn't there. It turns out, I heard a loud booming deep man voice say "Yaycub" or "Eycab" or something.. It was odd to think about. I closed my eyes and thought into the visions "I hear you, who are you".. no response.. I felt like it was gone or I wasn't in deep enough anymore.. I was starting to feel it less by now..
I spent the rest of the time listening to the music.. enjoying the ride.. I kept my eyes closed and focused a lot on the visions I had.. It was truly an incredible experience.. This is officially the best experience with a drug I've had in my lifetime.. Amazing.. enjoyable.. relaxed but exciting.. I truly love THH/XXX/DMT/lingering pod tea opiation.. It's the best, especially to go to sleep an hour or so into the afterglow.. I'm really pleased with this experience.. the only sad part is, I'm nearly out of DMT.. The great part is, I have everything needed if I buy more mimosa bark.. Experiences I've had make this extremely tempting.. I'm completely fascinated with DMT.. I somehow always knew I would be.. It's almost the perfect experience, and I wish to go even deeper with it.. Tomorrow I will likely use the THH and DMT I have left.. It might be a little bit more intense than tonight, and then I'll be done until more DMT and MAOI's are obtained.. It's been a lot of fun, and I'm not through with DMT yet.. it has many more things to show me, and I think I'm in the best state of mind of my life to see them and experience the spirit molecule thoroughly.. It feels like a really healthy thing for my life right now.. It might sound silly, but I love the book I Ching.. You might have heard of it through McKenna.. It's a beautiful book that's basically an old fortune telling method that became the source of binary.. After my pharmahuasca experience, I decided to flip some hexagrams with the question of how to proceed with DMT in mind.. I got Continuing turning to Great Power.. it might sound silly, but the I Ching has many times more than not seemed fairly accurate, and not even in a vague cold reading way.. sometimes it's a good way to get some insight or just to read a useful piece of advice.. This was encouraging.. in a way I feel it's a way of interacting with the subconcious mind..
Well that was a long report but I typed out all my feelings about it was well as I could. For those of you who cared to read it and made it through, thank you, and I hope it was enjoyable. I found this experience to be extremely enjoyable and interesting, and the last few nights leading up to this true trip with smoked DMT have made me really start to fall in love with ths spirit molecule.
