Enter_The_void
Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
About 2 years ago, I became entranced with psychedelics and entheogens after my first shrooms trip. I researched and read, tripped multiple more times (mostly shrooms, LSD a few times), and as I tried to get the materials to grow shrooms in order to experience the down-to-earth part of it, obstacle after obstacle kept springing up: my pressure cooker got stolen; my mason jars "fell" from a second story window; my spores were bunk; I could not obtain spores.
I decided the time wasn't right for shrooms, so I focused more on school and marijuana. And then I learned about this holy grail. I thought that because I liked to trip and knew how to control myself on a basic level, DMT was the obvious next step; the Universe thought differently. Again, I put it on the wayside in favor of other things.
I am so glad I did.
I realize now just how immature, and honestly selfish, I was being in trying to attain the highest of highs in our human consciousness. An opportunity arose and I decided the time was right, and that I was in need not only of spiritual guidance but of release, and I feel it in my gut that this wasn't just chance.
I just extracted a small amount using a STB tek, and am about to take my first small hit of about 25mg to test the waters using the original VG.
Wish me luck, folks.
Much love,
ETV
As a side note, I realize this post isn't entirely coherent. It's mostly stream of thought because the reality of the situation is dawning on me. I'll try and elaborate more after my first experience.
Edit: God, even my first post was unenlightened and immature. Will keep you posted with updates
I decided the time wasn't right for shrooms, so I focused more on school and marijuana. And then I learned about this holy grail. I thought that because I liked to trip and knew how to control myself on a basic level, DMT was the obvious next step; the Universe thought differently. Again, I put it on the wayside in favor of other things.
I am so glad I did.
I realize now just how immature, and honestly selfish, I was being in trying to attain the highest of highs in our human consciousness. An opportunity arose and I decided the time was right, and that I was in need not only of spiritual guidance but of release, and I feel it in my gut that this wasn't just chance.
I just extracted a small amount using a STB tek, and am about to take my first small hit of about 25mg to test the waters using the original VG.
Wish me luck, folks.
Much love,
ETV
As a side note, I realize this post isn't entirely coherent. It's mostly stream of thought because the reality of the situation is dawning on me. I'll try and elaborate more after my first experience.
Edit: God, even my first post was unenlightened and immature. Will keep you posted with updates
