Okay, im sure you'r intention is alright. Are you satisfied with life as it is? Are you looking to improve something, The most difficult thing we want to have is eternal bliss. This is so difficult to get but we seek it in many forms...

However dont be dilluted by this world. Make the most out of it and be apriciative and dont dwell on the past.

My two cents.

No one is perfect. Just be who you want to be.