DreaM Time
Rising Star
OK...so it must be over 12 months now since i have created a profile on NEXUS and approx. another six months prior that i have been casually surfing posts, mostly in the first steps category...with that said would like to introduce myself...
I have had spice in possession for as many months...yes i have experimented and the experience was everything i expected and more, short lived mind you but the intoxication answered everything i had questioned instantly and then i was by myself...."shit i didn't prepare myself for the point in space where my questions were instantly answered, suddenly i DIDN'T have control, and it scared me i guess but i was allowed to return...a long time has passed now and all i can say is this shit is sacred, respect must be applied.
I have not launched again since original take-off, i must admit i would (and still do) get nervous even thinking about it, however the day will certainly come and i am sure the experience will be profound as now i am more confident in myself and my responsibilities as a life form.
I do find it difficult to manage my daily life knowing what i know, especially when faced with topics of conversation with individuals whom i know do not remember the other side...i find people can not relate to my ideas and concepts but i am aware i am on the correct path, one should never doubt themselves if their intentions are true...
...anyway enough of that, i just wanted to express my gratitude to fellow members...deep inside i know that i must connect with the like minded if i am ever to progress...i long for a connection on this side and the other....thank you to the creators of the NEXUS, it is definitely a step in the right direction.
PEACE AND LOVE TO ALL
I have had spice in possession for as many months...yes i have experimented and the experience was everything i expected and more, short lived mind you but the intoxication answered everything i had questioned instantly and then i was by myself...."shit i didn't prepare myself for the point in space where my questions were instantly answered, suddenly i DIDN'T have control, and it scared me i guess but i was allowed to return...a long time has passed now and all i can say is this shit is sacred, respect must be applied.
I have not launched again since original take-off, i must admit i would (and still do) get nervous even thinking about it, however the day will certainly come and i am sure the experience will be profound as now i am more confident in myself and my responsibilities as a life form.
I do find it difficult to manage my daily life knowing what i know, especially when faced with topics of conversation with individuals whom i know do not remember the other side...i find people can not relate to my ideas and concepts but i am aware i am on the correct path, one should never doubt themselves if their intentions are true...
...anyway enough of that, i just wanted to express my gratitude to fellow members...deep inside i know that i must connect with the like minded if i am ever to progress...i long for a connection on this side and the other....thank you to the creators of the NEXUS, it is definitely a step in the right direction.
PEACE AND LOVE TO ALL