Tele, I think dreamtime is saying that he finds the myth that is mundaneness intolerable now that he realises it is a myth. He never went into detail about his everyday life, never mind suffering in it... this stuff can be a big deal... and people will treat it as they do.

Anyhow, welcome dream time... it is great being able to watch the mystery unravel itself together and share our integrations. We live in an exciting time