They finally let me in!

[ItzJustMe]

Last night I decided to try to breakthrough again. I've had 4 unsuccesful attempts using a glass oil burner. This time I used my new GVG. This was my first attempt using the GVG with DMT. I had however tested it using my homemade smoking blend just to get used to the technique. For this experiment, I used 1 screen with my previously vaporized smoking blend on top of it, 2 more screens were placed on top of that with a 1:1 B. Caapi/DMT Changa, a small pinch of my blend and some DMT sprinkled on top of that. I didn't use a scale...

I held my first toke in for 15 seconds. It was so smooth with the GVG that I wondered if I had vaped enough. When I exhaled I saw the smoke and I was quite impressed. With my previous oil burner attempts, the smoke was so harsh it was hard to hold it in. Using the GVG, It felt like I could have held the vapor forever. When I got to the 3rd toke, I was looking at my hand holding the lighter and the flame looked "magical". I could feel the change coming on and I knew this was going to be GOOD. I passed the GVG to my sitter, laid back and closed my eyes...I WAS IN!

Such beauty, always changing, morphing, showing me new impossibilities right before my eyes. Oh, my, THE COLORS!! Where are the entities? I don't see any. I don't care. What I'm seeing is obviously controlled by some kind of intelligence. My mind? I don't know. God, maybe. Are God and I one in the same? Am I home? Why is this so familiar? It feels GOOD. It feels like LOVE. A smile is on my face the whole time...sometimes I giggle. I want to open my eyes but I don't do it. I don't want this experience to ever end. Why doesn't everyone know about THIS. Sometimes I have to cough and when I do the colors change to new colors! Am I doing this? How is this possible??? I love it! Love it! Love!

They slowly bring me back to my reality. Still moving, morphing, changing...the veil is closing. I want to see this forever. Veil slowly closing. They let me know I'm welcome to come back. They don't judge me. They love me. I love them.

When I opened my eyes, I told my sitter "One word...Infuckindescribable".

 

[Bill Cipher]

Congratulations. May all your travels be full of wonder. It only gets weirder as you go.

 

[phatuk]

Awesome!

I'm still trying, going to get a GVG ASAP!

 

[pierrot]

Hooray! That feeling of love and welcome and appreciation fills my heart with squishy goodness~ I want to mirror it back out to every creature I meet so they can feel it, too!

Congratulations!

 

[Damifinoe]

Good post Itzjustme, and nice to see u again Pierrot. I too am getting a warm fuzzy sharing this with you guys. This seem like a good thread just to share my experience unencumbered. I already feel I have a connection, or at least something in common with you guys because we are basically starting on the same page together. I hope my GVG comes soon.

I am using an iPad with voice recognition to share my experience with you without having to type, so If I'm mis- quoted it's Microsofts fault. LOL

I am keeping a journal on my notepad and have copied and pasted here for your entertainment and enlightenment.

You will note below that I got several hits via my volcano, reason being the difference between 0.50 and 0.050, whoops. Fucking metric system, LOL But Damn, that was a trip! So looking back I'm sure I took a big enough dose, but being new to the experience I was still afraid to let go.


Visits

8/14/12
1-White room,
2- purple wire girl trying to pull me, cannot look around. No break through IMO. Ended up under hallway with white green diamond wallpaper? Words do fail. . But ) wtf, love it! Def a gateway to other dimension.
Holy shit, look at me, they got me doing math, chemistry, and documentation shit!! Used volcano, filled four bags with first batch. think it might have been a little wasteful. Went to 911 smoke shop
and got a vapor genie, think using this might help me break Through.



8/15/12
Still using the volcano from the first batch, so that was a little wasteful and the reason I went to 911 and got a Classic vapor Genie, hope this change in technique will allow a breakthrough.
Felt like radio was in their control
Feel like music forms the experience
The pineal gland is the key to the gateway to the other dimension, I fear that my use of pain medication might hinder the experience of the travel. ( since writing this, I'm not sure that it does).

What does hinder your experience and pollute the penial gland, i have learned, is the fluoride in the water and in the non-organic food at the grocery store and mercury from seafood and for us older folk, the metal fillings in our teeth that were made with metals that cloud and pollute our pineal gland.

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And I, I took the road less traveled......and now I don't know where the fuck I am. )

 

[ItzJustMe]

It's feels so good to know that there are other newbies...JUST LIKE ME!

I love reading these reports and I look forward to sharing more of my own. It's incredible that we get to explore a hidden dimension. Most folks would think we're crazy. If only they knew...

 

[pierrot]

everybody do the newbie dance! lol it's fun to be an explorer.

Daminfinoe: since starting this journey i am hearing more and more about fluoride, gmo, and mercury... and the negative effects of so many chemicals. i mean i have been aware of them for years, but it's like synchronicity in the global consciousness. we are all becoming more aware together. we are waking up.

 

[Bill Cipher]

The pineal gland is the key to the gateway to the other dimension, I fear that my use of pain medication might hinder the experience of the travel. ( since writing this, I'm not sure that it does).

What does hinder your experience and pollute the penial gland, i have learned, is the fluoride in the water and in the non-organic food at the grocery store and mercury from seafood and for us older folk, the metal fillings in our teeth that were made with metals that cloud and pollute our pineal gland.

Daminfinoe: since starting this journey i am hearing more and more about fluoride, gmo, and mercury... and the negative effects of so many chemicals. i mean i have been aware of them for years, but it's like synchronicity in the global consciousness. we are all becoming more aware together. we are waking up.

Well, be careful not to wake up to a lot of fanciful assumptions with no basis in reality. Pain medication is very likely to hinder your experience, as is bad vaporizing technique. Metal fillings, flouride in the water, mercury from seafood... probably not so much.

The key to this other dimension (with all due respect) is a correctly administered, dose dependent, powerful exogenous drug. Those other things may not be good for you, but they likely don't have any bearing whatsoever on whether or not you break through.

 

[Guyomech]

ItzjustMe: thanks for the inspiring trip report. I'm feeling inspired now. Actually been spending all week nerving myself up for my next one. Reading such positive trip reports is a great reminder of how it can be.

 

[SleepyVenus]

Congrats, sounded so beautiful!

 

[ItzJustMe]

I'm getting more brave in my DMT excursions. I went in on back to back nights this week. I decided to add some music (Shpongle) to the experience. I listened through headphones and both trips were incredible. I went to a place where the main color was a goldish yellow. It seemed so magnificent and the music was talking directly to me. I love DMT! Exactly why is this illegal???

 

[Korey]

It's illegal BECAUSE IT MAKES YOU CRAZY. WE'RE KILLING OUR UNBORN CHILDREN WITH THESE CRAZY SUBSTANCES AND CRAZY IDEAS. YOU TAKE ONE HIT, AND THERE'S NO GOING BACK, SCHIZOPHRENIA LIES BEHIND EACH TOKE!!!!!!

Sarcasm aside, I often chuckle to myself after having elating and meaningful experiences with psychedelics, I ask myself the same question all the time. "Why would ANYONE want this to be ILLEGAL?"

Imagine that, our governments don't want us, the consumers, to think outside the box or think about things that don't pertain to the perpetual game of money making.

 

[mescaline-man]

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[Ancotar]

Just a recommendation....

Try keeping your eyes open one of the times. You'll be in for a treat.

 

[MomentOfTruth]

Its funny you mention the flame looking magical. After that 2nd hit it gets a little weird lighting the GVG again! haha. just don't burn yourself! made that mistake a couple times!

 

[parallelwhispers]

The flame is very magical. It vapes the spice so you can feel it, The entire act of blasting off is magical.

The flame is constantly moving as light, I think you percieve such movement on some scale with the dmt.

 

[Jarl Von Hoother]

ItzJustMe

I've never broken through ever. SWIM just had one toke, He said he can't wait to dye his kilo of mimosa asap espically now since he read that DMT is a place full of happy travelers, how calm and gentle it makes them seem.

Why is this stuff illegal??? ItzJustMe - spread your experience out there via pod casts or somthing. you're apart of this revoltuion and we only can one day hope do defeat jurisdictive intravieniance within our spiritual confines!

God bless you itzjustme!!!