Once
Rising Star
I've had trouble breaking through on my last few attempts. A series of somewhat dim and uninspired journeys had me questioning my methods, intentions, and the value of the vaped DMT experience.
Tonight I remembered! I prepared for about an hour with some breathing and energy exercises, this always puts me in heightened mindset to begin my journeys. I had a nice quiet house (finally) and total darkness. I predosed 30mg THH sublingually and waited till I felt tuned in enough to launch. I cleared the 50mg loaded in my machine in three big hits. After the second hit I knew I was going....
I first encountered a indistinct being rising out of a pink/white pixelated field. He began to shake and spin as his fractal form drew me in to ever deepening patterns. Soon I was pulled through the colorful pinwheel of his eyes and was introduced to a new crowd...
The next scene took me aback at first, it was full of tessellated patterns of barking yet playful lightening striped and polka dotted reptile/dogs. They had a very circusy feel, like a trickster vibe. I didn't feel totally comfortable with their presence, they seemed to represent the strange blatantly "other" aspect that DMT provides.
Now directly in front of me I become aware of two entities. These two were new to me, not the "usual" crowd that greets me from time to time. They looked straight out of a petroglyph, the appeared to be made of criss-crossing sticks with no particular order except for the face. I had the distinct feeling that they were observing me and my thoughts, I felt very comfortable with their presence. I thought for a second about others experiences of surgeries or healings, I can't be sure what their exact motives were but they felt benevolent. I was then struck with the realization that my previous visions had been a distraction from them, like they had used my visions as a chance to observe me and my reactions.
I now opened my eyes for the first time, in awe of the depth of my trip. I turned to my left and observed my girlfriends paperwhite blossoms, something was up! The flowers took on the appearance of somewhat mantis like aliens, they were all staring at the two entities nodding in agreement. They too had been observers. I felt a strong intelligence exuded by these flowers, could they be watchers?, an alien intelligence innocently hiding in my window sill? I felt that humanity had been fooled. Everything in the room seemed to be bursting with intelligence, soaking in memories like a sponge, and radiating life.
The eyes and ears of the universe are all around us, they are us, an entire infinity constantly becoming and observing itself, simultaneously discovering and remembering what it is and will become.
Blessings,
Once
Tonight I remembered! I prepared for about an hour with some breathing and energy exercises, this always puts me in heightened mindset to begin my journeys. I had a nice quiet house (finally) and total darkness. I predosed 30mg THH sublingually and waited till I felt tuned in enough to launch. I cleared the 50mg loaded in my machine in three big hits. After the second hit I knew I was going....
I first encountered a indistinct being rising out of a pink/white pixelated field. He began to shake and spin as his fractal form drew me in to ever deepening patterns. Soon I was pulled through the colorful pinwheel of his eyes and was introduced to a new crowd...
The next scene took me aback at first, it was full of tessellated patterns of barking yet playful lightening striped and polka dotted reptile/dogs. They had a very circusy feel, like a trickster vibe. I didn't feel totally comfortable with their presence, they seemed to represent the strange blatantly "other" aspect that DMT provides.
Now directly in front of me I become aware of two entities. These two were new to me, not the "usual" crowd that greets me from time to time. They looked straight out of a petroglyph, the appeared to be made of criss-crossing sticks with no particular order except for the face. I had the distinct feeling that they were observing me and my thoughts, I felt very comfortable with their presence. I thought for a second about others experiences of surgeries or healings, I can't be sure what their exact motives were but they felt benevolent. I was then struck with the realization that my previous visions had been a distraction from them, like they had used my visions as a chance to observe me and my reactions.
I now opened my eyes for the first time, in awe of the depth of my trip. I turned to my left and observed my girlfriends paperwhite blossoms, something was up! The flowers took on the appearance of somewhat mantis like aliens, they were all staring at the two entities nodding in agreement. They too had been observers. I felt a strong intelligence exuded by these flowers, could they be watchers?, an alien intelligence innocently hiding in my window sill? I felt that humanity had been fooled. Everything in the room seemed to be bursting with intelligence, soaking in memories like a sponge, and radiating life.
The eyes and ears of the universe are all around us, they are us, an entire infinity constantly becoming and observing itself, simultaneously discovering and remembering what it is and will become.
Blessings,
Once
