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Third eye no longer blind

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foreversearching

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I have been searching for something my entire life. I have no idea what it is but I have found it in spice. And I believe they have known for a long time and want me so desperately to learn. Even as I type this now my eyes well up with tears from the overwhelming love and gifts the other side has bestowed upon me recently. Whatever it is they are telling and showing me is not allowed in this realm but they so badly want me to learn it all.

The last two breakthroughs have not included a break- just through. I have been recording myself for personal observation reasons only(I promise the videos will get nowhere near the internet). As my head lays back I see my eyes glaze over as they cross and roll to the top of my skull. I can not do that if I try normally so that in itself is odd. Then I'm gone. Literally, gone. I had a dog bark very loud right next to me in the video and not a stir.

*Which brings up a question I've been wondering about. For those that have said they can open their eyes in hyperspace, did you have to practice at that or is that just how it works for you? because when I am there I feel absolutely no connection to my earthly body.

9 minutes later my body jerks. As I see myself become aware of my body my eyes open and immediately, uncontrollably roll back again and my body starts vibrating. Not convulsing like a seizure or shivering from cold, but vibrating hard. I can remember these moments. The beings that have just given me the privilege to live among them, treating me as one of them, are now smiling, pulling me back to them with their gaze. I can feel the inter-dimensional game of tug-of-war between my friends there and my body here. For almost two full minutes I watched my body struggle to hold onto myself. Every time my eyes would open for a second I would stop shaking, only for it to resume immediately following my eyes looking at that mysterious third eye. I remember yelling at it, trying to use the knowledge they had given me to release me from it's grip... but alas. I am here. Although, it felt so good to get that out and to have such a wonderful group of new friends to share my insane thoughts with makes it all worthwhile.

I don't know it's purpose but watching myself has convinced me the third eye is real. It is the portal through which I can go to my friends and the tether that keeps me from understanding.
 
SWIM took another trip into hyperspace tonight and would like to share his thoughts. Here they are...

The lessons I am being taught are becoming more and more real. Time and space seems real to them, but it can also be manipulated. They are trying to teach me how. As I come back I feel like the knowledge could make my body dissolve into the universe, finally releasing me from this physical prison. Once I am accustomed again I feel the desire to continue the precious time we have been given here, but for a short amount of time they beg me to stay trying to teach me how to. Every time I get back I have this impression of formulas. Almost mathematical, but using symbols, objects, colors and sounds I can't piece back together once they completely lose their grip on me. Maybe they are showing me in what manner the universe interacts on it's most basic level. Maybe these formulas are our destinies. Already planned out in the exact way we would choose, sitting in a near-physical realm just waiting for us to understand. If my path exists from start to finish then so must the path for every thing that has one (not knowing how plants and animals exist on that side, but I would assume they too have a path). Could this be where shamans, psychics etc. get their knowledge?

Sorry if that made little sense or seemed a bit odd. SWIM is still in the euphoria stage and wanted to get feelings out before they started melting away like last time.
 
Thanks for sharing, I wonder if you could open your third eye (with entheogens) to the point where it stays open all day long and allow you to see auras and spirits.

Cant wait to have my first breakthrough when my order arrives.

Ac.
 
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