Hello Enoon,

Thank you for reading through my experience and giving me a warm welcome. Everyone in the crowd felt very friendly. I wondered too if it was all a facade, I feared for a few seconds that they would turn evil, but this warm feeling of ease took over. I do know I felt very powerful when I did release the light. Everyone in sight was happy and I felt euphoric. It reminded of the lyrics from "Reflection:"

"And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping

The moon tells me a secret, my confidant

As full and bright as I am, this light is not my own and

A million light reflections pass over me

It's source is bright and endless, she resuscitates the hopeless

Without her we are lifeless satellites dreaming dreams

And as I pull my head out, I am without one doubt, don't want to be down here soothing my narcissism, I

Must crucify the ego before it's far too late, I pray the light lifts me out"

Mars Volta is one of my favorite bands as well. I get lost in their music. They're another band I've listened to every day for years. I'll see you in the chat, thanks again for the warm welcome