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this was me before i attended our church

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circusbob

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Hi all
Circus bob here. Little backround on me first off i like nicknames but bob aint one of them
I got one of them smartphones i think is skynet waiting to become self aware so yeah i like to protect my identitdy
Lets see. Swipe my first jay from dad when i was 11. No effect. Didnt do anything until i was in high school and got my car searched for drugs. I was a straight edge kid except for smoking cigarettes. After the second time they seached me i picked up a bag figuring well if im not doing them and they think i am. Maybe theyll think im not doing them if i am. And what do you know. I was right.
Didnt know what to do with my life after i dropped out of college due to the only calculus tea her in our small school despising me so i set out and hiked the appalachian trail. The next year i was introduced to salvia extract. BONKERS!
I was so paranoid mostly because i could never describe what i had experienced and couldnt give my mind a rest thinking about it every waking hour. I tried it a few more times figuring i may nderstand it a little better but no avail
I went to a reunion festival for trail hikers and had my first dose of L. Just what i needed. However there was a drum cicle and a fire breather performing and i was captivated by it. After months of research i was breathing fire. A few months later i was eating it then i found flow toys.
After i found flow toys and had been playing with them for about a yea r my dumbass opened my eyes to the burning man scene as if it was never there before. I seemed to fit right in building crazy toys and setting shit on fire. After all of this and touring with whats left of the dead and panic i found myself doing anything i can to freak people out. Im a sideshow stlye performer. Glass walking bedof nail drills through the head. Whole nine yards. But i really like building things

Last year i did some L with this girl i had spent some time with that summer. We had both just gotten out of long term relationships and i apperently confessed my love for her while i was peaking. And then she inspired something. She was fire hooping nthe sand and i saw a design within that for a gyroscope in flames. Ever see the mm ovie contact with jodie foster. I was the machine from that. Did i mention i like to build things. Next thing you know i had a bad ego trip where i thought everyone around me was telling me how wreckless i was with fire. Two weeks later a good friend of mine melted her face off breathing.fire. she was pretty wreckless. A few months later i did some more L and thought i was addicted to.crack.or heroin. Two weeks later i discovered my father had been hooked on crack for 2 years. Idk. Guess i can channel people problems. A few months later i went to our church.......... never looked back
 
Welcome bob.

I'm a bit confused. Are you saying there at the end that you're done with psychedelics in favor of church? Are you planning on trying DMT? More salvia? What brought you here?

Peace
 
I think he means he smoked dmt a few months ago maybe?? welcome bob thats weird with your dad. I think you can receive thougghtforms from people you are close to no matter where they are, ive had a lot of experiences like that.
 
Hello circusbob,

Welcome to the Nexus. Thank you so much for taking time to post that fascinating Introduction Essay.

It sounds like your life has been quite an ongoing trip of discovery thus far. Your creativity sounds wonderful. If you ever choose to extract DMT I bet you will LOVE the process.

By the way, have you tried DMT yet? Smoked or oral? What did you think?

Please take a good look around - there's a lot going on here that may interest you. Again, welcome to the Nexus.
 
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