Welcome to the Nexus!

I like your ideas and perspectives in general, seems sane and balanced

Did you ever take a break with your weed smoking since you started? I also have a long relationship with weed/hash and I dearly appreciate it but I feel it is very important for me to take breaks once in a while, helps me learn about myself and get some perspective on my habbit.

Do you usually smoke hash or weed?  Do you look for specific strains?

As for DMT, I agree with you that it seems very related to DMT (appart from the chemical aspect, that is..) .  Actually that's my favorite combo, DMT smoked on the peak or post-peak of a medium-strenght mushroom dose.  It's really out of this world!

Did you consider trying DMT orally/ayahuasca? It's even more fitting IMO for personal development. But yeah, one way or another, there will always be more questions than answers, and that's part of the beauty

See you around!