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Through A Crack In The Invisible

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Ident

Mr Ident
Hi there!

I've been reading this site and it's wiki a lot recently and thought that joining up would be the best way to increase my knowledge and understanding of these subject before actually preparing my own extractions. It's a wonderful source of information which I'm grateful to have stumbled across.

A little background on myself, I am Ident - I'm from Glasgow and I produce music, video and artwork in my spare time. I've been using chemicals of many sorts since I was about 15 although it's only in the last year or so that I've developed an interest in entheogens rather than synthetic substances. I've been a chronic cannabis user for many years although my interest in that particular plant has waned recently as I realise that it's not helping me on any level. I still enjoy it recreationally but I know now that it's not greatly useful for anything else to me.

Other than cannabis, I used to be addicted to amphetamines but kicked that habit years ago, ecstasy was good for a while but the comedowns came to outweight the positive aspects, especially when pills became more unreliable and dirty. Cocaine was fun for about 30 seconds till I realised that it turns people into wankers and alcohol has never held any appeal for me. For a while I was experimenting with 'legal highs' but they bored me very quickly, although I still enjoy some of the herbal smoking mixes like Spice (not THE spice, obviously). Other than that, I take codeine for chronic back pain although I also do cold-water extractions occasionally and usually enjoy between 200-300mg doses. I also take fluoxetine for depression on a daily basis although only at 20mg doses.

The turning point in my use of chemicals came about two years ago when I was given a seriously high dose of LSD. I'd tried acid before but in retrospect it was never that strong and I never viewed it as anything other than a recreational drug. The experience I had that night changed my view of substance use as a whole and instilled in me the greatest respect for anything which could change consciousness so profoundly. I came to refer to my experience as "being pulled through a crack in the invisible", my whole being was shredded, ego annihilated and my sense of reality shattered as I was pulled into the abyss of my own subconcious. An experience I can only describe as beautifully terrifying, but I'm sure you already know where I'm coming from as you're all seasoned psychonauts.

So that's my story in a chemically-enhanced nutshell! I look forward to joining this forum and learning more every day!

Ident : )
 
Ident said:
I also take fluoxetine for depression on a daily basis although only at 20mg doses.

The turning point in my use of chemicals came about two years ago when I was given a seriously high dose of LSD.

The fluoxetine decreases the intensity of LSD's effects. Not sure how much - probably you have to take 1.5 to 2 times more to get the same effects but that's just a rough guess.

elphologist
 
Ident said:
An experience I can only describe as beautifully terrifying, but I'm sure you already know where I'm coming from as you're all seasoned psychonauts
"Beautifully terrifying" certainly describes my sentiments towards the whole psychedelic experience. Many of my friends declare me crazy for willingly putting myself in such a terrifying situation, but I always keep a McKenna quote in mind to reassure myself:

"If one is not terrified then one must be somewhat out of contact with the full dynamics of what is happening. To not be terrified means either that one is a fool or that one has taken a compound that paralyzes the ability to be terrified. I have nothing against hedonism, and I certainly bring something out of it. But the experience must move one's heart, and it will not move the heart unless it deals with the issues of life and death. If it deals with life and death it will move one to fear, it will move one to tears, it will move one to laughter."

Welcome!
 
Thanks for the welcome, I really appreciate it!

This site has opened my eyes to so many areas I would have never considered exploring previously and I have a lot to thank you all for already.

Cheers!!!
 
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