honeybear
Rising Star
Hello Nexians,
I have been lurking the forums for a while, but have decided it is time to become more involved in the community. I have learned so many incredible things thanks to the Nexus. It only makes sense to give back.
I have always been fascinated with the mind and psychedelics. It is a calling. I feel I am on a mission.
When I was younger I began eating psilocybin mushrooms which were truly a breakthrough for me. I got a peek behind the veil for the first time in my life. It made me question everything.
Unfortunately, I had to take a long abstinence from all substances for personal and professional reasons. For about 10 years.
I was just getting back into growing mushrooms about a year ago. Then DMT popped up in my life, quite randomly. A friend I met through a psilocybin group gave me MHRB. Sent me links to the Nexus. I was amazed at the simplicity of the extraction process.
My first dose floored me. I took 60mg vaped in a dab rig. I enjoy jumping into the deep end. But even high doses of psilocybin could not prepare me for this. I remember everything turning into red and green blocks, followed by the sensation of dissolving out into space through my eyes. All I could see was a giant monochromatic device spinning. Immediately I was greeted by a jester. He was entirely a beautiful gold and yellow color, had a large cap with lots of bells. Quite an odd fellow though. He literally kept running circles around me, saying things like, "hey, you want to see something?! Check it out! Look!" All whilst laughing like a mad man. I got the impression he was having fun. I instinctively started laughing at everything the jester would say and he LOVED it! I was then shown 3 tablets. They were blue with weird geometry on them. Spinning over and over.
I was suddenly taken to a space of complete darkness. The blackest black you could imagine. 3 large objects began to fly over. They were an outline of neon green. Looked like reptiles, but also mechanical like aircraft. These things sent down to me this green ray beaming with what looked like binary code. After it finished, everything went black again. This intensely bright light began to shine from above me. I looked to my sides. I noticed these plastic walls around me. I was surrounded in a circle. I remember thinking to myself, "is this a Petri dish?" When I looked up there was a break in the light. I saw a circular object. 3 sets of 3 eyes appeared behind this. It began to focus. 3 heads appeared. They were what I can only describe as some type of amphibious beings. Reminded me of the Bigheads from that old cartoon Rocko's Modern Life. 2 large beings with a small one in the middle. It hit me that this was a child of these beings. By the way they were distorted it appeared they were examining me with a magnifying glass. The child was in awe. Looking up at the 2 larger beings and back at me with utter amazement in his eyes.
Then suddenly everything disappears. I am sitting directly across from what appears to be an Amazonian shaman. He was sitting cross-legged in front of a fire. I was not behind the fire. I was in the middle of the fire. We began talking in a language I have never heard before. But it came to me so naturally. I remember he said these words (these are phonetic pronounciations), "ko-nah. Da-ko-nah. Wah-poo pee-tu!" over and over. I spoke back to him. I kept saying, "da ko-nah, da ko-nah!" and he laughed and smiled approvingly. Suddenly the image of a toad was presented to me. I was also shown trees. It seemed so important. As if everything depended on the toad and these trees. I took this to heart. The shaman started to disappear.
I began to comedown back to this reality. Dots of pastel colors covered everything. It was so beautiful. The whole experience had me awestruck and dumbfounded. Never experienced something so crazy, but so seemingly real!
So I got to bed. The next morning I cannot get the toad and these trees out of my head. With a little online investigating, I realized that these trees were anadenanthera colubrina and peregrina. I had seen mention of bufotenine before, but never looked into it. When I began looking into it I had a revelation. "Ohhhh, I am supposed to work on this!" I didn't know exactly how or why at first, but it was as if something was screaming at me, "yes, yes, yes!!"
So this put me on a path. I began working with colubrina and peregrina in addition to DMT. I have made great strides since my first attempts at extraction many months ago. I can only thank this community for helping me so much. I would not have gone so far without the great wealth of knowledge here. I'll go into detail about my bufo space adventures another time.
I look forward to talking with all of you and sharing my work and everything I know.
Thank you for everything!
I have been lurking the forums for a while, but have decided it is time to become more involved in the community. I have learned so many incredible things thanks to the Nexus. It only makes sense to give back.
I have always been fascinated with the mind and psychedelics. It is a calling. I feel I am on a mission.
When I was younger I began eating psilocybin mushrooms which were truly a breakthrough for me. I got a peek behind the veil for the first time in my life. It made me question everything.
Unfortunately, I had to take a long abstinence from all substances for personal and professional reasons. For about 10 years.
I was just getting back into growing mushrooms about a year ago. Then DMT popped up in my life, quite randomly. A friend I met through a psilocybin group gave me MHRB. Sent me links to the Nexus. I was amazed at the simplicity of the extraction process.
My first dose floored me. I took 60mg vaped in a dab rig. I enjoy jumping into the deep end. But even high doses of psilocybin could not prepare me for this. I remember everything turning into red and green blocks, followed by the sensation of dissolving out into space through my eyes. All I could see was a giant monochromatic device spinning. Immediately I was greeted by a jester. He was entirely a beautiful gold and yellow color, had a large cap with lots of bells. Quite an odd fellow though. He literally kept running circles around me, saying things like, "hey, you want to see something?! Check it out! Look!" All whilst laughing like a mad man. I got the impression he was having fun. I instinctively started laughing at everything the jester would say and he LOVED it! I was then shown 3 tablets. They were blue with weird geometry on them. Spinning over and over.
I was suddenly taken to a space of complete darkness. The blackest black you could imagine. 3 large objects began to fly over. They were an outline of neon green. Looked like reptiles, but also mechanical like aircraft. These things sent down to me this green ray beaming with what looked like binary code. After it finished, everything went black again. This intensely bright light began to shine from above me. I looked to my sides. I noticed these plastic walls around me. I was surrounded in a circle. I remember thinking to myself, "is this a Petri dish?" When I looked up there was a break in the light. I saw a circular object. 3 sets of 3 eyes appeared behind this. It began to focus. 3 heads appeared. They were what I can only describe as some type of amphibious beings. Reminded me of the Bigheads from that old cartoon Rocko's Modern Life. 2 large beings with a small one in the middle. It hit me that this was a child of these beings. By the way they were distorted it appeared they were examining me with a magnifying glass. The child was in awe. Looking up at the 2 larger beings and back at me with utter amazement in his eyes.
Then suddenly everything disappears. I am sitting directly across from what appears to be an Amazonian shaman. He was sitting cross-legged in front of a fire. I was not behind the fire. I was in the middle of the fire. We began talking in a language I have never heard before. But it came to me so naturally. I remember he said these words (these are phonetic pronounciations), "ko-nah. Da-ko-nah. Wah-poo pee-tu!" over and over. I spoke back to him. I kept saying, "da ko-nah, da ko-nah!" and he laughed and smiled approvingly. Suddenly the image of a toad was presented to me. I was also shown trees. It seemed so important. As if everything depended on the toad and these trees. I took this to heart. The shaman started to disappear.
I began to comedown back to this reality. Dots of pastel colors covered everything. It was so beautiful. The whole experience had me awestruck and dumbfounded. Never experienced something so crazy, but so seemingly real!
So I got to bed. The next morning I cannot get the toad and these trees out of my head. With a little online investigating, I realized that these trees were anadenanthera colubrina and peregrina. I had seen mention of bufotenine before, but never looked into it. When I began looking into it I had a revelation. "Ohhhh, I am supposed to work on this!" I didn't know exactly how or why at first, but it was as if something was screaming at me, "yes, yes, yes!!"
So this put me on a path. I began working with colubrina and peregrina in addition to DMT. I have made great strides since my first attempts at extraction many months ago. I can only thank this community for helping me so much. I would not have gone so far without the great wealth of knowledge here. I'll go into detail about my bufo space adventures another time.
I look forward to talking with all of you and sharing my work and everything I know.
Thank you for everything!
