Reader's Digest:
- 40mg dose through bong / leafbed
- White room, very familiar as usual
- People, everywhere!
- People flashing before me, coming from the furniture, from above, from the side...So many of them!
- Rolling my head around during come down
- Laughter from very deep, but nothing is funny
- Feel completely changed again
Full Report: Taken from my journal shortly after come down, forgive spelling errors.
Took the first hit, nearly coughed, held ok. Second hit breathe in, had to exhale early.
Third hit, got the remaining smoke and held it in, closed my eyes. Colours already forming when I exhale.
No real "female entity" this time, but she may have been there briefly. Room felt very familiar in an inexplicable way. I began to see random people, everywhere. Adults, kids, males, females...Everywhere. They existed in furniture, they existed ... everywhere...They were flashing before my eyes fairly quickly, just long enough to recognize what they were. Some of them noticed me, some didn't. I sort of felt connected in a strange way, but I can't put it to words. They were big, small, and just coming from everywhere, I can't even articulate how they were existing in this place.
I don't know who they are, Some of them appeared to be existing in their own little world that somehow spilled into my vision. I saw a man sitting in a chair, very intelligent looking with glasses. He was quite surprised to see me, poor guy, he was probably just eating dinner for chrissake. I saw a few women but they weren't very clear, they were beautiful though. I saw a kid running in a field with, I think, a flower in his hands or something. Some sort of greenish jacket on. The best way I could describe it, is as if someone was showing you a gazillion pictures of people...But they somehow came out of everything...BAH! I can't describe it, haha.
The vision faded like it usually does. There's a definite "parting" feeling where I realize the vision is leaving, it goes away from the top left of my vision...Melting away and letting me see some intricate colours/shapes/objects.
Next, I felt myself rolling my head around in circles. It didn't feel like I was doing it though. I wasn't sure if my head physically was rolling around, or if it was just the vision. I didn't feel myself using any muscles yet my head felt like it was rolling. It was very methodical, I just let this "rhythm" take over, and I just rolled my head for like 5 minutes. Finally it stopped, just as strangely as it began, without my knowledge...Suddenly, for whatever reason, I no longer needed to roll my head, so I didn't.
I sat there for a long while, just trying to make sense of it. I had a freakish feeling that these people MIGHT be somehow connected to me. It was bizarre to find myself back in this reality, I couldn't believe I actually came back after that. I started laughing. For absolutely no reason at all, I just laughed. Deep belly laughs without even knowing why I was laughing. I looked at my lighter, what is this little intricate object? It makes a noise when you flip the lid, this is the most peculiar object I've ever seen. The lighter let me smoke the dmt, yes from a bong. There it is, on the ground, blue and swirly. How strange. More laughter followed for a good 2-3 minutes. I thought to myself, shouldn't I resume that old personality now? I remembered my emotions, my studies...etc. Then I thought, fuck that. I sat there doing absolutely nothing for probably 10 minutes before I decided I have to resume my life. Looking in the mirror, I was different. My face was different, I didn't recognize it as "myself" but rather "that guy who smoked dmt a while ago".
I still had my memories, but my perception has been altered slightly. I'm still "me" however.
- 40mg dose through bong / leafbed
- White room, very familiar as usual
- People, everywhere!
- People flashing before me, coming from the furniture, from above, from the side...So many of them!
- Rolling my head around during come down
- Laughter from very deep, but nothing is funny
- Feel completely changed again
Full Report: Taken from my journal shortly after come down, forgive spelling errors.
Took the first hit, nearly coughed, held ok. Second hit breathe in, had to exhale early.
Third hit, got the remaining smoke and held it in, closed my eyes. Colours already forming when I exhale.
No real "female entity" this time, but she may have been there briefly. Room felt very familiar in an inexplicable way. I began to see random people, everywhere. Adults, kids, males, females...Everywhere. They existed in furniture, they existed ... everywhere...They were flashing before my eyes fairly quickly, just long enough to recognize what they were. Some of them noticed me, some didn't. I sort of felt connected in a strange way, but I can't put it to words. They were big, small, and just coming from everywhere, I can't even articulate how they were existing in this place.
I don't know who they are, Some of them appeared to be existing in their own little world that somehow spilled into my vision. I saw a man sitting in a chair, very intelligent looking with glasses. He was quite surprised to see me, poor guy, he was probably just eating dinner for chrissake. I saw a few women but they weren't very clear, they were beautiful though. I saw a kid running in a field with, I think, a flower in his hands or something. Some sort of greenish jacket on. The best way I could describe it, is as if someone was showing you a gazillion pictures of people...But they somehow came out of everything...BAH! I can't describe it, haha.
The vision faded like it usually does. There's a definite "parting" feeling where I realize the vision is leaving, it goes away from the top left of my vision...Melting away and letting me see some intricate colours/shapes/objects.
Next, I felt myself rolling my head around in circles. It didn't feel like I was doing it though. I wasn't sure if my head physically was rolling around, or if it was just the vision. I didn't feel myself using any muscles yet my head felt like it was rolling. It was very methodical, I just let this "rhythm" take over, and I just rolled my head for like 5 minutes. Finally it stopped, just as strangely as it began, without my knowledge...Suddenly, for whatever reason, I no longer needed to roll my head, so I didn't.
I sat there for a long while, just trying to make sense of it. I had a freakish feeling that these people MIGHT be somehow connected to me. It was bizarre to find myself back in this reality, I couldn't believe I actually came back after that. I started laughing. For absolutely no reason at all, I just laughed. Deep belly laughs without even knowing why I was laughing. I looked at my lighter, what is this little intricate object? It makes a noise when you flip the lid, this is the most peculiar object I've ever seen. The lighter let me smoke the dmt, yes from a bong. There it is, on the ground, blue and swirly. How strange. More laughter followed for a good 2-3 minutes. I thought to myself, shouldn't I resume that old personality now? I remembered my emotions, my studies...etc. Then I thought, fuck that. I sat there doing absolutely nothing for probably 10 minutes before I decided I have to resume my life. Looking in the mirror, I was different. My face was different, I didn't recognize it as "myself" but rather "that guy who smoked dmt a while ago".
I still had my memories, but my perception has been altered slightly. I'm still "me" however.
