I had too much and it was my first time breaking through.. there's a topic about it in this subforum.. It's a warning to those who follow me.. be careful.. lol
I have a friend who was there when I did mine and he couldn't understand what I went through.. he had no idea.. but I knew if I said "You can't try it, you don't wanna go where I do" he would be pissed off about it, like, wishing he could.. I knew it was up to him.. He had it tonight, about what I had, and for much of the experience he was in the fetal position, as was I.. we both agreed it felt like being reborn.. it was the craziest experience of our lives, we agreed, and we both feel lucky to have had such a bad trip and both took good things away from it.
At one point it was like he was singing in some alien language.. i recorded 17 seconds of it on my mp3 player, but then felt guilty, like I was taking advantage of a vulnerable person.. but he was cool with it and wanted to hear it, I said "I recorded some but felt guilty and stopped, but if you wanna hear it it's on here, if not I'll delete it right now, I didn't even listen yet, but I heard you while it happened" and that made sense to me, I already heard it, I just felt guilty in a way at the time, but it was his choice.. but anyway maybe I'll upload it.. lol it was crazy. You can hear me whisper "Jared.. JARED".. trying to get him to stop.. turning on a CD he liked seemed to make him stop and have a focus.. He didn't know what I was going through last night though when it was my trip and he was watching some show and flipping the channels. I had to tell him to stop flipping because he was changing my reality every time.. it was such a bombardment.. and tonight when he started to feel himself again after an hour or so (but to us we both agreed it felt like an eternity.. and for me, time was actually literally ticking backwards on my watch) he was saying he knows now, and how bad he felt for watching TV and bein a dick.. I was like "It's cool, but yea I couldn't really tell you to turn off the TV, I sorta wanted to focus on something familiar to bring me back anyway but the flipping was insane"..
..the show Chelsea Lately I've never seen while normal, but during the trip it was like some cruel parody of human life.. like they were being brutally honest about the worst ways people can be.. that one commercial with Sleestaks, the monster/alien things in Land of the Lost, and that was SO scary, that monster seemed like I created it and put it on the TV.. behind the set on that show I was watching, I saw aliens and things peeking out at me.. it was extremely frightening.