crexx21
charles
SWIM completed his marsofolds tek and dried 1.5 gr of nice white spice, Extremely excited SWIM scraped it from the filter after it dried and called his 2 best buds who were also invested, so they all wanted to try it together for the first time. swim filled his freind a relatively small hit on some weed.(scale is in the mail) he hit it and said it was smoother than he thought it would be and he held it in long, he didnt get much though, some open eye visuals to some weird bodily feelings.
So SWIM would estimate it to be maybe a 1/4 of a fingernails worth, SWIM had heard that 1/2 a finger nail is a good breakthrough dose(I know this is a really bad way of measuring). SWIM filled his hit and put the big lump of spice down and he had a huge pre-flight anxiety. SWIM had been known to get anxious everynow and then, but this was like trembles. SWIM wasnt scared of dying or anything but he was nervous about the intense breakthrough and the fact he barely had any Idea what he was in for. after SWIM cleared it he immediatly knew it worked because he layed down on his bed as his 2 freinds were close in the room watching mtv queitly and his body got very warm and tingly all over. then SWIM started to feel dizzy and his freinds voices were slowly fading as he closed my eyes. thats when it got INTENSE, in the blackness SWIM slowly felt as if the darkness that he dwelled in within his head was widing like an expanding room. It seemed to be very distant but SWIM could see no longer black but a plasma-orange colored ocean with blue shining lights within it shining what seemed to be a very far distance. then he felt like he was being launched towards this membrane-ocean wall faster and faster and as he was getting closer it, it was kalidoscoping all over leaving behind white spots where it folded and as he got closer the wall was now almost all a big bright white light. well while SWIM was being launched through this colorful tunnel like realm, his freinds were still watching mtv and a comercial came on and he could here them laughing and it sounded like the Tv was screaming now and repeating the same thing over and over while SWIM's freinds were constantly laughing and basically it was one of those moments of true chaos were you wanted to scream shut up. SWIM tried to push out some words and tell them to turn off the tv and shut up, but he was literally 2 seconds from passing this white glowing membrane when all the noise brought SWIM back and he opened his eyes and everything was so bright.
The tv and the walls and everywhere were just shining and he felt more light-headed then he had ever been before in his life. SWIM began immediatly spewing out hate saying to his freinds that he was close and they messed it up with all the noise. they then told SWIM that a loud commercial came on and he immediatly started clenching and saying make the screech stop and they turned off the tv immediatly, but they sayed that he kept clenching and acting tense and they also sayed they never laughed, but SWIM swears he remembered something laughing loud and the tv constantly playing a screech like bell sound for what seemed like 2 or 3 solid minutes. SWIM's body had been having a slight shake the whole time from the pre-flight jitters and the weight on his chest (or from what SWIM remembers he think it was a weight or some kind of anxiety that was interacting with his body) as SWIM was getting closer to the membrane wall, the feeling was very intense by the time he had opened his eyes. he did remember getting a little shakey when the feeling of death or being pulled away was overcoming and he began to panic slightly. SWIM assumes that the membrane like wall he was approaching was the breakthrough point to hyperspace and the anxiety, friends prescence, and fear all kept SWIM from making that final stride.
Did anyone else have a problem with pre-flight anxiety messing with the trip and is there anyway to make it easier on yourself?
-I will also post pics of my first extract when i finally find a way to get the memory off this stupid card
So SWIM would estimate it to be maybe a 1/4 of a fingernails worth, SWIM had heard that 1/2 a finger nail is a good breakthrough dose(I know this is a really bad way of measuring). SWIM filled his hit and put the big lump of spice down and he had a huge pre-flight anxiety. SWIM had been known to get anxious everynow and then, but this was like trembles. SWIM wasnt scared of dying or anything but he was nervous about the intense breakthrough and the fact he barely had any Idea what he was in for. after SWIM cleared it he immediatly knew it worked because he layed down on his bed as his 2 freinds were close in the room watching mtv queitly and his body got very warm and tingly all over. then SWIM started to feel dizzy and his freinds voices were slowly fading as he closed my eyes. thats when it got INTENSE, in the blackness SWIM slowly felt as if the darkness that he dwelled in within his head was widing like an expanding room. It seemed to be very distant but SWIM could see no longer black but a plasma-orange colored ocean with blue shining lights within it shining what seemed to be a very far distance. then he felt like he was being launched towards this membrane-ocean wall faster and faster and as he was getting closer it, it was kalidoscoping all over leaving behind white spots where it folded and as he got closer the wall was now almost all a big bright white light. well while SWIM was being launched through this colorful tunnel like realm, his freinds were still watching mtv and a comercial came on and he could here them laughing and it sounded like the Tv was screaming now and repeating the same thing over and over while SWIM's freinds were constantly laughing and basically it was one of those moments of true chaos were you wanted to scream shut up. SWIM tried to push out some words and tell them to turn off the tv and shut up, but he was literally 2 seconds from passing this white glowing membrane when all the noise brought SWIM back and he opened his eyes and everything was so bright.
The tv and the walls and everywhere were just shining and he felt more light-headed then he had ever been before in his life. SWIM began immediatly spewing out hate saying to his freinds that he was close and they messed it up with all the noise. they then told SWIM that a loud commercial came on and he immediatly started clenching and saying make the screech stop and they turned off the tv immediatly, but they sayed that he kept clenching and acting tense and they also sayed they never laughed, but SWIM swears he remembered something laughing loud and the tv constantly playing a screech like bell sound for what seemed like 2 or 3 solid minutes. SWIM's body had been having a slight shake the whole time from the pre-flight jitters and the weight on his chest (or from what SWIM remembers he think it was a weight or some kind of anxiety that was interacting with his body) as SWIM was getting closer to the membrane wall, the feeling was very intense by the time he had opened his eyes. he did remember getting a little shakey when the feeling of death or being pulled away was overcoming and he began to panic slightly. SWIM assumes that the membrane like wall he was approaching was the breakthrough point to hyperspace and the anxiety, friends prescence, and fear all kept SWIM from making that final stride.
Did anyone else have a problem with pre-flight anxiety messing with the trip and is there anyway to make it easier on yourself?
-I will also post pics of my first extract when i finally find a way to get the memory off this stupid card
After returning to normal I realized that the thought of filling another hit didnt scare me anymore and I was almost feeling up to it right now. MISSION ACCOMPLISHED