Hello all, I'd like to give an introduction of who I am so other forum members can get an idea of who they're dealing with.
I am VoidTraveller, a 28 year old male who quite recently ventured into the world of conciousness expanding substances. Most of my life I have spent struggling to find meaning. Initially this was through religion, but I eventually concluded on my 16th that religion was a flawed dogma. I became a spiritual atheist. I still consider myself spiritual(and atheist), but not in the sense that we have a spirit in a corporeal vessel, but one that is one with the vessel we are in. I do not believe in an afterlife and I am very sceptical towards the attitude that a lot of people have towards DMT.
I have a scientific background and I question everything that I see or hear. If you make a claim I'd like to see it backed up. But I see a lot of DMT consumers share a common attitude about it, and that made me very curious. So I proceeded to do a lot of background research towards DMT. I started watching The Spirit Molecule documentary on Youtube but I concluded that it was too much claims that weren't backed up by evidence. I read various trip reports from various sources, checked Erowid and then proceeded to research the various extraction methods. After a few weeks I felt confident with my knowledge and did a 50 gram MHRB extraction that yielded me a decent 0.7% yield(350 mg) of spice. After drying I wrapped my spice in a seal and placed it in my freezer until the right time had come.
That right time was 1.5 weeks ago. My first experience was mostly feeling extremely weird and seeing an intense green flash that bathed everything in the most beautiful color green. The flash is recurring as I've seen it multiple times now. The 2nd and 3rd experiences were OEVs that made me see into hyperspace and felt the presence of another being.
The experiences were incredibly serene. They felt good and I loved every moment of it. Well, except the third time when one of my friends decided it was a good idea to snort ketamine when I was preparing my pipe and the moment I started to see visuals he went bad. I nearly panicked and decided that proceeding further was a bad idea and thus enjoyed the beautiful colours that were covering my furniture and ceiling.
I am an open minded individual that's sceptical, but my due to my experiences with DMT I am intrigued. Usually I am very compelled to dismiss the beliefs of followers because there is no substantial evidence. With DMT I feel like there actually *IS* a way to verify what others are saying. I want to experience / see for myself what everyone is talking about. Maybe I am wrong with my secular world view. Maybe I am not. I intend to explore hyperspace extensively the coming years, but with moderation. I want to see the entities, interact with them if possible and share the spice with two of my friends who are very dear to me(and open to it).
It's great to be at the Nexus and I hope I can be a valuable contributing member.
I am VoidTraveller, a 28 year old male who quite recently ventured into the world of conciousness expanding substances. Most of my life I have spent struggling to find meaning. Initially this was through religion, but I eventually concluded on my 16th that religion was a flawed dogma. I became a spiritual atheist. I still consider myself spiritual(and atheist), but not in the sense that we have a spirit in a corporeal vessel, but one that is one with the vessel we are in. I do not believe in an afterlife and I am very sceptical towards the attitude that a lot of people have towards DMT.
I have a scientific background and I question everything that I see or hear. If you make a claim I'd like to see it backed up. But I see a lot of DMT consumers share a common attitude about it, and that made me very curious. So I proceeded to do a lot of background research towards DMT. I started watching The Spirit Molecule documentary on Youtube but I concluded that it was too much claims that weren't backed up by evidence. I read various trip reports from various sources, checked Erowid and then proceeded to research the various extraction methods. After a few weeks I felt confident with my knowledge and did a 50 gram MHRB extraction that yielded me a decent 0.7% yield(350 mg) of spice. After drying I wrapped my spice in a seal and placed it in my freezer until the right time had come.
That right time was 1.5 weeks ago. My first experience was mostly feeling extremely weird and seeing an intense green flash that bathed everything in the most beautiful color green. The flash is recurring as I've seen it multiple times now. The 2nd and 3rd experiences were OEVs that made me see into hyperspace and felt the presence of another being.
The experiences were incredibly serene. They felt good and I loved every moment of it. Well, except the third time when one of my friends decided it was a good idea to snort ketamine when I was preparing my pipe and the moment I started to see visuals he went bad. I nearly panicked and decided that proceeding further was a bad idea and thus enjoyed the beautiful colours that were covering my furniture and ceiling.
I am an open minded individual that's sceptical, but my due to my experiences with DMT I am intrigued. Usually I am very compelled to dismiss the beliefs of followers because there is no substantial evidence. With DMT I feel like there actually *IS* a way to verify what others are saying. I want to experience / see for myself what everyone is talking about. Maybe I am wrong with my secular world view. Maybe I am not. I intend to explore hyperspace extensively the coming years, but with moderation. I want to see the entities, interact with them if possible and share the spice with two of my friends who are very dear to me(and open to it).
It's great to be at the Nexus and I hope I can be a valuable contributing member.