yeah.. and i also think coatl should try to be less manic about recommending stuff like: just dose her up with aya and she'll be fine..

ayahuasca is strong. it can heal. but like all strong things it can also damage if not used correctly. i choose to see ayahuasca as the last retreat after everything else has failed. or rather i'd like to think of preparing her for it. as long as it might take. even i myself altho i have a very good understanding of things like these am very cautious of using them on fragile people.

she needs to not take anything at all for a while. just imagine if you started jumping into all these experiences before your own self even started to develop. there is MUCH to learn for her in terms of interpersonal relationship and in terms of self definition. she knows she is not ready. she knew the instance when she inhaled the 15mg.. it told her that she was not ready yet.

she will be confronted with another 15mg here and there just as a reminder. also it broke many habits instantly. it was good. the 15mg told her she wasnt ready and gave her upmost respect and the 2ci experience she had the bad paranoia on showed her that all these things are to be handled with caution - even phenethylamines which she had loved so badly in the past. she has now already out of her partying habit for a year now.

i need to get her away from her old "trainspotting friends" - those are people.. if you were to look up "false friends" in a dictionary these would be the people to pop up. she has already stopped seeing a lot of them because she has noticed that you can't even have a normal conversation with them. they're always dosed up on special k and shit like that. sometimes when she calls somebody its like talking to an infant. they can only manage to make sounds.. not words. evil folks! man oh man.. i can't believe the people i've seen. they've got stupid imprinted in their faces!