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Trip report: I felt I was tested

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Themamundi

Dream artist
PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: Calm
(physical condition) Set: Good condition
Setting (location): In a parc
time of day: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?) Around 19h
recent drug use: (list also any kind of medication)
last meal: (Time and type) Chips and beer.

PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m / f) M
body weight: (in kg pls) 76kg
known sensitivities:
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form) novice for DMT, more experienced for psylocibin.

BIOASSAY
Substance(s): (list all taken substances) DMT
Dose(s): (in the same order as Substances pls, use metric system i.e. g/ mg/ µg)
Method of administration: (dissolved in water, capsuls, insufflated, vaporized...) Vaporized


EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00 (expand this if you used delayed administration for multiple substances or the same substance with multiple doses. Use indices.)
Duration: (x hours) 10 min
First effects:
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)
Come down:
Baseline:

Intensity (overall): (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely."Pleased
Evaluation / notes: 3

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4) 3
Unplesantness: (0-4) 0
Visual Intensity: (0-4) 2
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration) 0
Afterglow: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration) 1, leaf of trees seemed like patterns, repeating themselves, more round than normal.

Recently I had an experince on vaping DMT.
As usually when I smoke DMT, I'm sourrounded by a Mandala, red or purple, vibrating.
It happened, some time ago, that in front of this Mandala I felt the most beautiful peace sensation I have ever had and lost the sense of my ego.
But recently this Mandala, or the substance itself, it seems to test me, somehow. When it felt that I was good to go, my silhouette sourrounded the Mandala. I dind't experience ego death, I was mostly conscient, with strong visual and deep sensation from my body and my surrounding. It a pleasent experience, by the way. Sharing the experience with another friend, I realized that the experience of being tested was quite common. Does it happen to you? Do yo have idea for what have you been tested?
 
absolutely!

after some experiences and permissions to enter from the other side, the tests began, it took me a while to perceive that it was really happening and since then, the relationship has been growing.
I agree with Pandora about the meaning of the test(s), towards our evolutionary growth, healing, acceptance and unfolding of natural abilities that rest within us to improve our quality of life <3 .
like so many members of this journey, I am an eternal learner grateful to have encountered entheogens and open space for the essential in me to emerge.
thanks for the post
 
Yes, it often very much feels like a test. Sometimes i pass and sometimes i fail it. But even when i failed the test, i often feel i can still draw lessons from it.

"Why did i fail"? There's always a reason, and usually it is staring you in the face somehow.
Or at least, that's what i have personally experienced.
 
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