Hello!
new registered here. Thanks for the information that you have kept public on this forum, especially the ones about DMT.
Recently I tried magic truffles, Utopia strain. I looked a lot around the web looking for experiences about truffles and specifically with the Utopia strain, but I didn't find so much, just small things, especially in the reviews area and one I think on erowid which however was not involving Utopia.
So I though that maybe someone else may look for an experience with this type of truffles and could read mine here on dmt-nexus by searching on google.
Premise:
I never being into drugs, where I was a teenager I didn't feel an interest and growing up I ended up in helping some friend with bad addictions, attending a funeral and similar not nice situations this probably increased the lack of interest.
I certainly smoked weed but it really didn't give me any effect, to the point that some friend was using me (in a friendly way) as guinea pig in the attempt to find some weed that could give me some sort of effect. They did the same with opium, but no effects.
This is to say that my experience with the truffles, was like working on a blank page.
Purpose:
In the last year I was reading about certain experiences with LSD and later on I ended up reading the ones about DMT.
I always been into lucid dreams, astral projections, mental projections and more since my childhood and the tales of these people were resonating to the point that I decided that I wanted to see if certain compounds/elements/things could trigger something.
Before the truffles:
Months ago I tried with Argyreia Nervosa, but I did what for me was a mistake, micro dosing, starting with just one seed. Unfortunately my body have the habit to adapt to medicines, sports supplements very fast, to the point that the second time I already could not get effects. Sadly this was the case of the A. Nervosa, as one seed produced some small effect, two weeks later six seeds did nothing and because the side effects of these seeds are disturbing I dropped them.
Months later I wanted to tried Silene Capensis, due to the facts that could trigger vivid dreams and lucid dreams. Unfortunately it didn't trigger any effects, like if was never existed.
I had LSD, but after used a reagent to test it, turned out they had put an edulcorant so I dropped it.
At this point I had 100g of B. Caapi and 100g of Chaliponga to use, but before, I wanted still to try a middle way.
This is how I found about truffles and psilocybin, through the dutch utube channel Drugslab and especially the channel PsychedSubstance.
Utopia truffles
Generally here in EU I can find Atlantis, Hollandia, Utopia, Mexicana, Tampenensis, Pajaritos, Dragon, Hawaiians, Galindoi. Except two sites, the others were giving Utopia as the new stronger truffle, after which, Hollandia was place. While most of the reviews were very good for Atlantis and Pajaritos, I knew that I needed something allegedly "strong" for me, so I went for Utopia.
The Experience
Sellers suggest 7.5g as avg dose, which I already knew that it would not been enough for me. Using the right keywords on google, you can find dosage calculators, and for my weight they were suggesting 11.7g of fresh truffles as standard doze.
I had 15g and I wanted to go for all of them.
Unfortunately I was mislead by reviews describing the taste as walnut or even nice, so instead of put all of them in my mouth, I decided to divide them in four parts with the idea of eat them one after the other.
However, 1% taste like mushrooms and the 80% it's sour, sour and sour, to the point that just the smell was provoking a puke stimulation, like when you stick the finger in your throat.
I could not eat more than 8g, it was better put all of them in my mouth.
I took them in my bedroom. There was a set of candles and a stick of white sage burning as I pretty like the smell.
It was 1:00am. I started to do visual meditation and to use two mantra, one of them is public and it is om vajramanataya swaha.
At 1:40am I started to feel dizziness a sort of alcohol effect, like when you drink beer, wine etc.
At 2:00am I also felt lethargic, very sleepy, my head and back were bending ahead like when you are very tired and at that point I didn't know if let it be and stop with the meditation or continue with the meditation. I stopped, I lied on my bed and I closed my eyes
I took my earphones and I played a series of tibetan bowls. I closed my eyes.
From 2:00 to 2:20am there was the peak. My legs were extremely relaxed, never reached such level of muscle relaxation.
Because there was a pitch sound in the registration and the truffle was enhancing my hearing, I had to change the tibetan bowls audio, with a binaural beat wave (you can find it by searching the utube channel of a guy called eric bartel).
The idea of the bowls started by watching a video on the channel PsychedSubstance in which under the effect of DMT or LSD I can not remember, they were describing the sound of a bowl like if perceived through them as a wave. This made me think if the bowl frequency could be used to destabilize the astral body and cause a projection.
While listening the tibetan bowl audio I was becoming responsive to the decreasing and increasing of the bowl sounds, not in a vibration way, but in a fluid way, high sound was pushing me in a direction and low sound was attracting me in the other direction. It was like if I was made of fluid, not necessary water, something a bit more dense, like can be mercury to the point that it was like being with my astral body without being out of my most solid body.
This 20 minutes were actually the experience, unfortunately I regret that I didn't take more than 8g because I was clearly struggling on the edge, to the point that my consciousness slammed me back straight in my face and pushed me back.
This struggling stage, if you don't know what is going on, it's probably that part where you can get scared. It think that McKenna in some video, it describe how not taking enough can keep you on the edge and this could be worst, but definitely I can badly recall.
Opening my eyes it was interrupting the experience, every time.
After these 20 minutes, everything was gone. I didn't feel the same described above, only a general vibration that disappeared very soon.
From 3:00 to 4:00 I tried to retrigger the event without success, at 4:00 I was in the kitchen making a tea with the remaining truffles but it didn't bring anything.
There were no hallucinations, or visuals (also with closed eyes). Getting up from the bed, based on what I see in my friends when they smoke weed, I would described my feelings in that way. My body was very relaxed, peaceful, it made me think about the movies with the hippies. I didn't feel the need to laugh nor a feeling of joy or blessing, pretty neutral.
I had to get up 'cause unfortunately I had to pee. There was a slight lack of balance. My knees were prone to bend (changes in stretch reflex), my perception of time was not affected, white colors such as the main light of the room, the walls (painted in white) and the furniture in the bathroom (also white) looked brighter than usual.
My hearing was enhanced, the sound of the water coming out from the tap was somehow richer as well I was more sensible to certain smells. The burnt smell of the candle was unbearable.
Aftermath
Something is slightly changed in me. I can not say what. I feel however that something is missing, uncomplete, it's difficult to describe it.
It makes me think when you watch a movie, there's an actor who play the part of someone affected by memory loss who is unaware that has lost his memory, but he looks thoughtful, meditative like if he is looking for that missing part of memory, without knowing it, and then there's the other actor who plays the part of the one who knows that the other has memory loss and knows why he looks thoughtful, meditative.
I concluded that probably the fact that I did not take enough truffle, didn't allow me to complete the journey and that's why I still have this sort of "?". I would like and I will try with a higher dose, but in the end of October I've planned the Ayahuasca and there's not enough time in the middle.
Have a nice day, stay safe! bye!
new registered here. Thanks for the information that you have kept public on this forum, especially the ones about DMT.
Recently I tried magic truffles, Utopia strain. I looked a lot around the web looking for experiences about truffles and specifically with the Utopia strain, but I didn't find so much, just small things, especially in the reviews area and one I think on erowid which however was not involving Utopia.
So I though that maybe someone else may look for an experience with this type of truffles and could read mine here on dmt-nexus by searching on google.
Premise:
I never being into drugs, where I was a teenager I didn't feel an interest and growing up I ended up in helping some friend with bad addictions, attending a funeral and similar not nice situations this probably increased the lack of interest.
I certainly smoked weed but it really didn't give me any effect, to the point that some friend was using me (in a friendly way) as guinea pig in the attempt to find some weed that could give me some sort of effect. They did the same with opium, but no effects.
This is to say that my experience with the truffles, was like working on a blank page.
Purpose:
In the last year I was reading about certain experiences with LSD and later on I ended up reading the ones about DMT.
I always been into lucid dreams, astral projections, mental projections and more since my childhood and the tales of these people were resonating to the point that I decided that I wanted to see if certain compounds/elements/things could trigger something.
Before the truffles:
Months ago I tried with Argyreia Nervosa, but I did what for me was a mistake, micro dosing, starting with just one seed. Unfortunately my body have the habit to adapt to medicines, sports supplements very fast, to the point that the second time I already could not get effects. Sadly this was the case of the A. Nervosa, as one seed produced some small effect, two weeks later six seeds did nothing and because the side effects of these seeds are disturbing I dropped them.
Months later I wanted to tried Silene Capensis, due to the facts that could trigger vivid dreams and lucid dreams. Unfortunately it didn't trigger any effects, like if was never existed.
I had LSD, but after used a reagent to test it, turned out they had put an edulcorant so I dropped it.
At this point I had 100g of B. Caapi and 100g of Chaliponga to use, but before, I wanted still to try a middle way.
This is how I found about truffles and psilocybin, through the dutch utube channel Drugslab and especially the channel PsychedSubstance.
Utopia truffles
Generally here in EU I can find Atlantis, Hollandia, Utopia, Mexicana, Tampenensis, Pajaritos, Dragon, Hawaiians, Galindoi. Except two sites, the others were giving Utopia as the new stronger truffle, after which, Hollandia was place. While most of the reviews were very good for Atlantis and Pajaritos, I knew that I needed something allegedly "strong" for me, so I went for Utopia.
The Experience
Sellers suggest 7.5g as avg dose, which I already knew that it would not been enough for me. Using the right keywords on google, you can find dosage calculators, and for my weight they were suggesting 11.7g of fresh truffles as standard doze.
I had 15g and I wanted to go for all of them.
Unfortunately I was mislead by reviews describing the taste as walnut or even nice, so instead of put all of them in my mouth, I decided to divide them in four parts with the idea of eat them one after the other.
However, 1% taste like mushrooms and the 80% it's sour, sour and sour, to the point that just the smell was provoking a puke stimulation, like when you stick the finger in your throat.
I could not eat more than 8g, it was better put all of them in my mouth.
I took them in my bedroom. There was a set of candles and a stick of white sage burning as I pretty like the smell.
It was 1:00am. I started to do visual meditation and to use two mantra, one of them is public and it is om vajramanataya swaha.
At 1:40am I started to feel dizziness a sort of alcohol effect, like when you drink beer, wine etc.
At 2:00am I also felt lethargic, very sleepy, my head and back were bending ahead like when you are very tired and at that point I didn't know if let it be and stop with the meditation or continue with the meditation. I stopped, I lied on my bed and I closed my eyes
I took my earphones and I played a series of tibetan bowls. I closed my eyes.
From 2:00 to 2:20am there was the peak. My legs were extremely relaxed, never reached such level of muscle relaxation.
Because there was a pitch sound in the registration and the truffle was enhancing my hearing, I had to change the tibetan bowls audio, with a binaural beat wave (you can find it by searching the utube channel of a guy called eric bartel).
The idea of the bowls started by watching a video on the channel PsychedSubstance in which under the effect of DMT or LSD I can not remember, they were describing the sound of a bowl like if perceived through them as a wave. This made me think if the bowl frequency could be used to destabilize the astral body and cause a projection.
While listening the tibetan bowl audio I was becoming responsive to the decreasing and increasing of the bowl sounds, not in a vibration way, but in a fluid way, high sound was pushing me in a direction and low sound was attracting me in the other direction. It was like if I was made of fluid, not necessary water, something a bit more dense, like can be mercury to the point that it was like being with my astral body without being out of my most solid body.
This 20 minutes were actually the experience, unfortunately I regret that I didn't take more than 8g because I was clearly struggling on the edge, to the point that my consciousness slammed me back straight in my face and pushed me back.
This struggling stage, if you don't know what is going on, it's probably that part where you can get scared. It think that McKenna in some video, it describe how not taking enough can keep you on the edge and this could be worst, but definitely I can badly recall.
Opening my eyes it was interrupting the experience, every time.
After these 20 minutes, everything was gone. I didn't feel the same described above, only a general vibration that disappeared very soon.
From 3:00 to 4:00 I tried to retrigger the event without success, at 4:00 I was in the kitchen making a tea with the remaining truffles but it didn't bring anything.
There were no hallucinations, or visuals (also with closed eyes). Getting up from the bed, based on what I see in my friends when they smoke weed, I would described my feelings in that way. My body was very relaxed, peaceful, it made me think about the movies with the hippies. I didn't feel the need to laugh nor a feeling of joy or blessing, pretty neutral.
I had to get up 'cause unfortunately I had to pee. There was a slight lack of balance. My knees were prone to bend (changes in stretch reflex), my perception of time was not affected, white colors such as the main light of the room, the walls (painted in white) and the furniture in the bathroom (also white) looked brighter than usual.
My hearing was enhanced, the sound of the water coming out from the tap was somehow richer as well I was more sensible to certain smells. The burnt smell of the candle was unbearable.
Aftermath
Something is slightly changed in me. I can not say what. I feel however that something is missing, uncomplete, it's difficult to describe it.
It makes me think when you watch a movie, there's an actor who play the part of someone affected by memory loss who is unaware that has lost his memory, but he looks thoughtful, meditative like if he is looking for that missing part of memory, without knowing it, and then there's the other actor who plays the part of the one who knows that the other has memory loss and knows why he looks thoughtful, meditative.
I concluded that probably the fact that I did not take enough truffle, didn't allow me to complete the journey and that's why I still have this sort of "?". I would like and I will try with a higher dose, but in the end of October I've planned the Ayahuasca and there's not enough time in the middle.
Have a nice day, stay safe! bye!
