Hey. I'm considered to be "The Witch of Nottingham Park" because I've been performing my rituals there since my teens. I'm in my well-preserved mid thirties now jogging in the same park daily. Vegetarian, non drinkin', clean livin'. 

Got into mysticism as a martial arts fanatic. My father fought professionally. A handsome devil, very fit. I became rather obsessed with fighting myself. Training constantly, sparring, studying the art. One day they taught us basic meditation techniques ... 

I got effects right away. Strong. Thought this was super cool. Couldn't wait to get home and try meditation again. Excited that I was, didn't realize I was awakening a long dormant ability. The first time I meditated I astral projected. I left my body.

Thought that was totally cool until it kept happening over and over, involuntarily. Realized I had opened a door that would not close again. Panic set in.

Threw myself into the study of shamanism. Felt I needed to control it. Have studied with the same group since then. Also worked in a magick shop as the intuitive reader which I was good at and enjoyed very much. Learned a lot got very far. Just...not as far as I feel I need to go. I feel like, there's MORE.

The group I've been with these 15+ years shy away from DMT and other substances as unnecessary. Okay so maybe they're not NECESSARY. But I just feel like I need to do this.