PeaceANDchips
Rising Star
Hello ,
I will try and make this easy for all. I have known about DMT for a few years now and was always intrigued by it. The very first book I bought was "The Spirit Molecule" and I was hooked ever sense.
A little on my background is I take care of a family member and have been doing so for a few good years now and had lost my father a few years back. Sense he left this reality everything changed for me as it would have for anyone else. I lost all my ambition and motivation to do all the extra things that needed to be done and was and am overall confused about life.
I have read so many posts about people coming out of a experience and feeling over joyous and a new look on life that was almost 100% different then they had once thought. I long for this because of 2 reasons. 1) I still have that small frustration with people who are rude and can't drive for shit and so forth even though I understand it isn't really their fault but in my opinion what they see on TV and in school and so forth. I would like to be able to learn to completely see past that and have nothing but positive thoughts.
2) The family member I care for is feeding off my depression and it hurts me and the member to the core. It has been just the family member and myself for the last few years with no friends and housebound for the most part because of the member's condition. I MUST find a way to see things differently before its too late and I wont get that chance again which will ultimately destroy me. This is actually the number 1 reason because I literally have someone else s life in my hands and I am not doing the best that can be done.
On a positive note sense I have found DMT-nexus I have had met many great people who are willing to help. Pandora for one was a godsend to me and not to single out against others but she happened to be in the chat the day I needed help the most. WHAT a relief!?! to find so many people that are willing to help and do not even know you.
That is about it, I hope someday soon I will be able to experience DMT and find a new door to open and I will now forever be drawn toward DMT-nexus because of the sole reason of the positive people and vibes.
Thank you.
I will try and make this easy for all. I have known about DMT for a few years now and was always intrigued by it. The very first book I bought was "The Spirit Molecule" and I was hooked ever sense.
A little on my background is I take care of a family member and have been doing so for a few good years now and had lost my father a few years back. Sense he left this reality everything changed for me as it would have for anyone else. I lost all my ambition and motivation to do all the extra things that needed to be done and was and am overall confused about life.
I have read so many posts about people coming out of a experience and feeling over joyous and a new look on life that was almost 100% different then they had once thought. I long for this because of 2 reasons. 1) I still have that small frustration with people who are rude and can't drive for shit and so forth even though I understand it isn't really their fault but in my opinion what they see on TV and in school and so forth. I would like to be able to learn to completely see past that and have nothing but positive thoughts.
2) The family member I care for is feeding off my depression and it hurts me and the member to the core. It has been just the family member and myself for the last few years with no friends and housebound for the most part because of the member's condition. I MUST find a way to see things differently before its too late and I wont get that chance again which will ultimately destroy me. This is actually the number 1 reason because I literally have someone else s life in my hands and I am not doing the best that can be done.
On a positive note sense I have found DMT-nexus I have had met many great people who are willing to help. Pandora for one was a godsend to me and not to single out against others but she happened to be in the chat the day I needed help the most. WHAT a relief!?! to find so many people that are willing to help and do not even know you.
That is about it, I hope someday soon I will be able to experience DMT and find a new door to open and I will now forever be drawn toward DMT-nexus because of the sole reason of the positive people and vibes.
Thank you.
