mandelbrotanic
Rising Star
It has been several months since this experience.
It was my first time to try the spice, while peaking on LSA I decided it was an opportune time. I felt very nervous for the hours leading up to that moment. Not about anything in particular, just the vast unknown. I had been told by friends again and again that the experience would be magical, and sacred. I was told it was ideal to "break through." While I didn't exactly know what that meant, I felt at that time I had enough experience with psychedelics and a pretty good head on my shoulders to handle whatever was coming my way.
Before that moment, I thought I knew a lot. I thought I knew more than most people. I felt endless love, oneness, and recognized the synchronicities in my life. I performed a ritual of sorts, getting my room tidy and going through the house with a clean mindset, preparing the atmosphere, talking to the entities I felt were inhabiting the space around me. I coaxed away whatever negativity I could, then still thinking that the negativity was a bad thing that could always be controlled and kept in check.
As soon as I lit my incense I crawled into bed with my mixture loaded in the bowl, I sat for many long moments and almost sparked it several times before stopping and taking a breather. Finally I just let go, I let go of everything I thought and just inhaled, 3 large tokes, (this was around .06g? of DMT with MJ below and on top to protect it from direct flame) suddenly I found myself rocketing through my own mind, it felt as though my spirit were rocketing upward toward some higher intelligence that resides outside of me. I closed my eyes, geometric shapes were coming together in a seemingly infinite limbo, all based on the general energies and vibrations of the fabric of space. There was gibberish, a lot of gibberish in fact, associated with the rocketing... then it calmed.
Suddenly, everything was there, on display. It felt as though my mind and spirit had been pried open to an entirely new reality. This is all happening so quickly, yet it is the most natural feeling I have ever felt. I feel almost primal, totally myself, totally unassuming stranger in paradise. I soon realize, however, with my eyes closed, these geometric patterns... were alive. The only thing that could come to mind then was: ALIENS, ALIENS! ...which was comforting to me. However, I began a mental discussion with an entity not far from me, it was extremely gentle and guiding.
This continued for a minute or two, wherein I started crying, my hands shaking with pure unadulterated joy. All I could say was, "oh my god." All of these shapes, these forms, these sounds, these... feelings, vibrations even. This realm was entirely conscious, everything is, and it was beautiful. I had a vague sense of a higher self, sorting through the jumbled mess, an ethereal being dealing with these other entities. Any question I had was immediately answered through it.
Slowly I felt the feeling slipping away, but it was to be expected. I profoundly thanked whatever and whoever was listening and participated in that eye opening experience.
Many of the assumptions I made then have faded entirely with time.
This was my very first experience. Since then, I have felt myself growing rapidly in mind and spirit, more rapid than I had ever thought possible in the past. Every day it is as though I am exponentially closer to some sort of end-goal, some sort of grand unified consciousness perhaps. I feel myself sensing the greater realm often now, incredibly real and intense, tingling throughout my body, similar to a flashback. They feel like friendly entities resonating in a certain way when I think on a particular vibe, does this happen to anyone else?
I don't know if this was a "break through" experience. I get the feeling that it wasn't. I felt as though I may have been on the threshold of something, although I didn't know what. If this isn't breaking through, what is an ideal dose for doing so?
OK this is longer than I intended but, yes. I love everything. I have had a few more experiences after that with more of the same, however more introspective and relating on an extremely personal level.
I also most typically smoke the spice while peaking on LSD/shrooms. I felt the need to tell someone that can actually relate, lol. I intend within the next year or so to go on deeper journeys and voyage into the deepest depths of this realm. I want to know how different it is smoking DMT vs. drinking ayahuasca(other than time), best extraction teks for beginners (someone who is terrible at following directions unless there are step-by-step pictures)!, etc. Hope to see you all around on this site.
Peace
It was my first time to try the spice, while peaking on LSA I decided it was an opportune time. I felt very nervous for the hours leading up to that moment. Not about anything in particular, just the vast unknown. I had been told by friends again and again that the experience would be magical, and sacred. I was told it was ideal to "break through." While I didn't exactly know what that meant, I felt at that time I had enough experience with psychedelics and a pretty good head on my shoulders to handle whatever was coming my way.
Before that moment, I thought I knew a lot. I thought I knew more than most people. I felt endless love, oneness, and recognized the synchronicities in my life. I performed a ritual of sorts, getting my room tidy and going through the house with a clean mindset, preparing the atmosphere, talking to the entities I felt were inhabiting the space around me. I coaxed away whatever negativity I could, then still thinking that the negativity was a bad thing that could always be controlled and kept in check.
As soon as I lit my incense I crawled into bed with my mixture loaded in the bowl, I sat for many long moments and almost sparked it several times before stopping and taking a breather. Finally I just let go, I let go of everything I thought and just inhaled, 3 large tokes, (this was around .06g? of DMT with MJ below and on top to protect it from direct flame) suddenly I found myself rocketing through my own mind, it felt as though my spirit were rocketing upward toward some higher intelligence that resides outside of me. I closed my eyes, geometric shapes were coming together in a seemingly infinite limbo, all based on the general energies and vibrations of the fabric of space. There was gibberish, a lot of gibberish in fact, associated with the rocketing... then it calmed.
Suddenly, everything was there, on display. It felt as though my mind and spirit had been pried open to an entirely new reality. This is all happening so quickly, yet it is the most natural feeling I have ever felt. I feel almost primal, totally myself, totally unassuming stranger in paradise. I soon realize, however, with my eyes closed, these geometric patterns... were alive. The only thing that could come to mind then was: ALIENS, ALIENS! ...which was comforting to me. However, I began a mental discussion with an entity not far from me, it was extremely gentle and guiding.
This continued for a minute or two, wherein I started crying, my hands shaking with pure unadulterated joy. All I could say was, "oh my god." All of these shapes, these forms, these sounds, these... feelings, vibrations even. This realm was entirely conscious, everything is, and it was beautiful. I had a vague sense of a higher self, sorting through the jumbled mess, an ethereal being dealing with these other entities. Any question I had was immediately answered through it.
Slowly I felt the feeling slipping away, but it was to be expected. I profoundly thanked whatever and whoever was listening and participated in that eye opening experience.
Many of the assumptions I made then have faded entirely with time.
This was my very first experience. Since then, I have felt myself growing rapidly in mind and spirit, more rapid than I had ever thought possible in the past. Every day it is as though I am exponentially closer to some sort of end-goal, some sort of grand unified consciousness perhaps. I feel myself sensing the greater realm often now, incredibly real and intense, tingling throughout my body, similar to a flashback. They feel like friendly entities resonating in a certain way when I think on a particular vibe, does this happen to anyone else?
I don't know if this was a "break through" experience. I get the feeling that it wasn't. I felt as though I may have been on the threshold of something, although I didn't know what. If this isn't breaking through, what is an ideal dose for doing so?
OK this is longer than I intended but, yes. I love everything. I have had a few more experiences after that with more of the same, however more introspective and relating on an extremely personal level.
I also most typically smoke the spice while peaking on LSD/shrooms. I felt the need to tell someone that can actually relate, lol. I intend within the next year or so to go on deeper journeys and voyage into the deepest depths of this realm. I want to know how different it is smoking DMT vs. drinking ayahuasca(other than time), best extraction teks for beginners (someone who is terrible at following directions unless there are step-by-step pictures)!, etc. Hope to see you all around on this site.
Peace
