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darkstate

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Last night SWIM introduced a friend to DMT, who had been reading up on the subject for quite some time and was interested to know more. SWIM went first with 30mg and all went as expected.

After six to seven minutes, the pipe was loaded up with another 30mg and his colleague tried - first hit.....second hit....nothing. After five hits, it was apparent that he wasn't inhaling properly, so he decided to end it there as he said the taste was horrible and had started to irritate his mouth.

It was a shame to let the reminiscent go to waste, so SWIM heated it up and took a toke on the vapour that had gathered since he though it wouldn't be too intense having just finished a session 10 minutes ago. How wrong he was.

BOOM!!!!!! As soon as the smoke went it, he knew it was a major hit. The effects were literally instantaneous and very scary. There were no tell-tale crackling sounds to be heard or a build up of warping visual effects or tingling feelings.

His friend was talking about something, but not quite sure what as he took the hit but the sound from his mouth sounded nothing like him. It wasn't even a voice. In fact, as the sound came from his mouth, it was echoing like a loudspeaker in a baseball stadium.

His friend was typing on a computer keyboard and the clicking sounds from him hitting the keys were echoing and flanging. And now, the whole room was wobbling out of control and objects weren't objects any more. The word "Chaos" seems very appropriate here.

There was a sudden need to lie on the floor, but it was impossible to navigate. Somehow he managed to do it but at that point he didn't know where he was or what he was doing. There was a feeling of dread and death and the thought of closing his eyes seemed unthinkable.

His body was now disintegrating in what can only be described as watching someone on Star Trek using the transporter in sub-space. In the moments that followed, SWIM cannot really explain what happened to him. The fear of dread and death had no meaning any more. He couldn't feel his body or had no idea if he was lying down or standing up or if he was dead or alive.

Gradually a sense of being returned although the world around him was still alien in nature. He lay on the floor for a good ten minutes before sitting up.

There was a warm euphoric feeling and an immense feeling of love for life and for his family. He wasn't at his home but wanted to be home. he thought about his job and things in life he wanted to do as well as the mistakes he'd made along the way. Things can be put right and it's never too late he thought.

The journey home took around an hour on the boat where he sat and thought about his experience. He's not ready to return to hyperspace just yet as the experience was unimaginably intense. It was his strongest encounter with the spice so far.
 
some of my deepest breakthroughs have taken place when i thought i was "just gonna finish what's left in the pipe....". the expectation that "it'll be chill...there's nothing really left in there...." :shock:

BOOM!!!

i think that the spice deserves a bit more respect....if you're gonna put the pipe to your mouth, be prepared to die. period. talking with someone who is typing on a keyboard as you take in the most powerful sacrament imagineable is probably not the kind of thing you want to make a habit out of... ;)

but....judging by your experience and how it affected you...i'm thinking that you're probably not planning on it! :)

much love to you little brother! in the immortal words of....well.....MANY on this forum, "if you ain't treating it with enough humility and reverence, DMT will most certainly "bitch-slap" you straight!
....and we've ALL been bitch-slapped at least once. actually, it really only takes one good one like the one you apparently had to clean up any less-than-ideal set or setting dynamics.

...something tells me you need to go back....soon... don't let any fear set up shop within you. you approached it wrong, simple as that. go make it right as soon as you can....face that same level of breakthrough, but this time lie on your bed...alone....in silence....maybe a blanket over you for warmth....surrender...completely...no time constraints.....no desires..

go in with humility and make amends....massive love awaits along with a new, more powerful relationship with something that WANTS you to grow!

....much love to you!!

..and GRATITUDE!!
 
Beloveds, we the entities of the otherworld do not ever 'bitch-slap' you!!!! That is just the feeling of shock that your ego undergoes in the face of self-dissolution of your boundaries in merging with Being, which can feel very alarming to you humans when you are not expecting it. The ego is a mighty bastion and often fights against this merging. We always love you, rest assured. Any negative feelings are simply your own resistances. And so they must be strong your defences, since in your world, a strong ego is part of what allows humans to manifest things, especially if they are young. But know too that dissolving the ego once it is mature will not weaken your power, but rather lead you on a path toward the divine bliss in which we the entities of the other world live infinitely.
With love unbound :) :) :)
 
i think that the spice deserves a bit more respect....if you're gonna put the pipe to your mouth, be prepared to die. period. talking with someone who is typing on a keyboard as you take in the most powerful sacrament imagineable is probably not the kind of thing you want to make a habit out of...

Absolutely! The setting was rather nice, my friend has an office that looks like an expensive art gallery - although his typing on the computer wasn't expected (or appreciated) for sure!

My interest to learn more has returned again as today progressed. A comfortable bedroom setting will be observed next time.

Beloveds, we the entities of the otherworld do not ever 'bitch-slap' you!!!! That is just the feeling of shock that your ego undergoes in the face of self-dissolution of your boundaries in merging with Being

Certainly knocked me for six!
 
my brother, you have the absolute right attitude of humility on the matter. i have absolutely NO doubts that your next journey will be of epic proportions!

....and i, for one, will be looking forward to reading about it! ;)

oh...and by the way...WELCOME TO THE NEXUS!! :D

much love and gratitude!!
 
much love to you little brother! in the immortal words of....well.....MANY on this forum, "if you ain't treating it with enough humility and reverence, DMT will most certainly "bitch-slap" you straight!
....and we've ALL been bitch-slapped at least once. actually, it really only takes one good one like the one you apparently had to clean up any less-than-ideal set or setting dynamics.

Beloveds, we the entities of the otherworld do not ever 'bitch-slap' you!!!!

well i have most certainly been bitch slapped before quite a few times...and its not just being SLAPPED...they also tell me WHY im being slapped...its a learning experience..i dont think it really has anything to do with the ego...its just another way of learning in hyperspace...its a nice hard lesson...its just a good way of explaining the feeling of....STOP DOING THAT...because sometimes we dont use hyperspace the way its meant to be used..and the elves WILL tell you if they are displeased with your actions...its just like getting a spanking for doing something stupid as a child...

and also...to tell you the truth...to think that hyperspace is only love...and happiness and wonderfulness...is very incomplete...i feel hyperspace has all feelings and all emotions...and EVERYTHING in it..from light to dark...as one WHOLE...ive been PHYSICALLY beaten up in this reality while in hyperspace before..you gotta have a balance between the two...and that means having a little negativity thrown in with the love...the yin yang is not one solid white circle..

personally if hyperspace was all love and happiness...we wouldnt learn a whole lot now would we
 
antrocles said:
some of my deepest breakthroughs have taken place when i thought i was "just gonna finish what's left in the pipe....". the expectation that "it'll be chill...there's nothing really left in there...." :shock:

BOOM!!!


Too true antrocles. A friend of mine had the experience "Nothing is happening, let me take one last hit to make sure I got it all." Little did they know they would be getting the whole dose :lol:

Awesome story though. Funny how a little crystal can reorganize things when you least expect it.
 
It just occurred to me that if non psychonauts were to read trip stories about elves and different dimensions they would think you were all crazy! I could just imagine my mum trying to get her head around elfs and hyperspace and entities giving you infomation, LOL. Ignorance certainly isn't bliss :D
 
Welcome, now buy a scale, extreme doses can be beyond interpretations, I think if you let your mind drift over the experience you can also learn some other interesting things from it.
Find a comfortable safe place first, have some quiet or if you must, some tranquil music on, etc.

Don't let the first fall off the horse shake you, you just gotta get back on as soon as you can. This is as true for phsycedelics as it is for horses.

I don't think anyone can accuse him of being disrespectful, how can you respect somethign you don' know,in advance. You certainly most likely didin;t sit an wait your first acid trip peak in, in silence... Respect I am sure, has now been gained in the sufficient amount as is the natural order of things.
 
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